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I wanted to try the chastity belt again, but still, I didn't want to unlock him for it. Just because I want to try being teased doesn't mean he has to be uncaged. 🤭 It's fun to see who's going to out-tease who. I keep him constantly horny and frustrated so I have a start on him, on the other hand I very rarely go more than a few days without orgasm, so I am rather teasable (if that wasn't a word, it is now) and to make it worse, I am not sure what arouses me more, knowing how it must be for him while he's touching me, or those touches and ocassional bites themselves. 🥵After not seeing me naked for a while, it's been a treat to let him just have fun, touch me, and tease me. It's not hard to guess it would make him happy, but that spontaneous joy was just sweet. I love how he didn't know how to contain himself for a moment. After I've been teasing and denying him, it was too much for him to just have full access and be allowed to play with me. Grab my breast, kiss my neck, use a vibrator under and over my chastity belt. And to top the mindfuck off he actually got to hold my belt keys and lock me up 🤭 I am not sure what kind of keyholder would Luke be, but I can tell without a doubt that I would be a very desperate sub. He very quickly figured out that licking and biting soft skin on my neck reminds me of oral sex, which I love. Didn't know it would feel so damn good, so that's a plesant discovery. 🤭I wanted to try it for a while, to know how it feels being unable to cum for a few days. Maybe more if I dare, but I don't think I am ready to lose control over it, not in the way Luke does. I think our roles are best the way they are, but gentle switching is fun. I love a bit of an adventure. It's hardly a secret that I love control, being on top of him, and having all the advantage. It doesn't matter if I am choosing to give him the best orgasm he's ever had or teasing him out of his mind. But I like to be the one who decides what and when will happen, whether I am feeling nice or malicious. So letting go, even for a little while, is a bigger step than I like to admit 😅 especially since I casually make him go ten times as long with a ruined orgasm at the end of it. But also, I find the experience educational. Not in the sense that I will change how I tease him, but when I will be teasing him, I will recall how difficult it is, so I can enjoy his frustration even more 🤭😈The teasing was very pleasurable, which is also kinda the worst part. I can understand how he doesn't want it to stop, even though it's not helping. And yes, even the little taste of it does fuck with my mind. Of course I am nowehere near horny as Luke is, but I have to admit, it was difficult not to order him to unlock me and lick me to orgasm right after it, because I was so ready for it 🥵. It was exciting trying to let go a little bit, but I'm not ready to let him play with me while he's unlocked. Besides everything aside, the erotic banter two locked people have is quite hot. I wonder what he would come up with if I told him that everything is permitted, no consequences, but we are both staying locked. What would you do if you could do anything with me, but we were both locked? (Just trying to brainstorm how fucked could I be) 😄Not sure I would dare to try it, but it feels surprisingly safe, the cage would still tame him down, while the belt would prevent access to my pussy ... though there is another option from behind 😅
March 27, 2025 - 01:34:24I wanted to post this video two days ago, but you have to forgive me, because the editing kinda sucked 😅 But on the other hand, it's a little longer so I hope you'll enjoy it as I certainly did enjoy making it.So, remember last time as I told you I am not yet sure about the use of the chain mounts I've put on the table? I've figured I want to try something out. Eventually, the table will get used as a milking table as well, because that was the main idea behind it, but I am enjoying the anticipation, so I want to save it for later. Besides, he's nowhere ready to cum yet. I mean obviously, he would love to, but that's just too soon. It's funny how the bar is permanently raised up. I remember him whining about not cumming for a few days and now he's lucky when I ruin him every few weeks 🤭 And while it seems so natural, he isn't any less horny than he used to be. Three days in the cage, a little bit of teasing and he's ready to explode ... except I don't let him for a long time yet 😈I am sure I'll find many other uses for the mounts, but this time I've decided it's time to give him some pumping again. He has a delicious love-hate relationship with the penis pump, so spicing it up by tying his hands and clamping his nipples seems like a fun idea. He always appreciates it when I let him have a proper erection after he's squished down in the cage for days. But once I use the pump his night erections are back in full swing, or they would be, if he wasn't caged and the firm steel grip wouldn't stop it right in the track. 😇I loved how defenseless he was on the table. Especially since his cage didn't come off before I handcuffed his hands. It's so sexy when he's harmless and powerless like this. Just waiting obediently what will I give him, what will I do to him? The power is so hot. 😈He's horny and frustrated and I have the option to make it go away, and give him some release. I could just grab his dick and quickly make him cum. It wouldn't even bother me. But no, instead after I unlock him I pump his dick and edge him, to make it all ten times worse. The funny thing is, that it's even more effort than letting him cum, so he can't have a question in his mind that I do it on purpose and not because it's simpler. That I go out of my way to make him desperate and denied. Denied in more than one way. He could maybe see a silhouette of me over the mask, which is more than he got lately since his porn ban is still in place. Btw it drives him mad beyond measure, that people can see my nudes online while he's forbidden to look at them. I wonder why since there is nothing he could do with it anyway 🤭😈When I released his hands his shoulders were hurting ... I am yet to decide if it's a bug or a feature as there are options to lock him in a different position. But I am slightly leaning toward the latter. Because I kinda liked it that it was causing some discomfort. Besides he looked hot stretched like this. The wooden table has this nice medieval dungeon vibe to it which I enjoy. On the other hand for long edging sessions, I might want to find something more comfortable. I like it when he's too horny so he can't take it anymore, but still crave more and the shoulder pain could be too distracting to keep this horny loop going 🤭😈Anyway, that was fun. I loved having complete access to him and full control as his hands were handcuffed. And having him a little bit higher up was ergonomic at least for one of us. 😄 So far the table seems very sturdy. I wonder if it would survive some post-orgasm play 🤭 Well, one way to find out. But first I'll try everything else, just in case 😅
March 21, 2025 - 01:02:42So, I have a new addition to my sexroom 😈 It's something I've been working on for a while and is finally ready for some use. I've heard over the years that my milking table was a little flimsy. Well, it held just fine and I am glad I've had it. But since I am no longer living in a student apartment and don't have to spare every inch of space I can do better. The original idea was to build just a sturdy table with a hole in the middle, but as I was looking at the drawing and picking up materials, I realized that there was no reason it couldn't be toppled on the side as a glory hole as well. All I needed was to drill the hole a little lower, so it's in a dick-height of one standing Luke 🤭 Then while I was strolling through the hardware store those chain plates mounts caught my attention, so I figured why not screw them there as well. Not yet sure, what for, but I am sure I'll figure it out soon enough 😄 Anyway, this is my new toy and I can't wait to use it. The only downside is, that I have no idea how I am going to explain to family guests, that I won't give them a house tour, because I am turning one room into a fucking dungeon 😂 But well, that's something to figure out later, now is time to be horny and it never failed me to make the best decisions 🤭Usually, when I let Luke cum, I tend to let him simmer in his cage for a while. But there is no way, I won't let him stick his dick through the glory-hole, since I now have that 😈 Luckily denial comes in many forms, so at least he doesn't get to see my boobs. And to make it extra sting I've forbidden him to watch any non-cesored porn until further notice as well. Since I don't have one, he won't get to see this. So enjoy, because that's one thing you are getting over him 🤭 I've even decided to fondle my nipple with his dick, I am sure he would enjoy seeing that. Too bad. What would be the point of putting a barrier in between us, if he could see anything that's happening on the other side? If I am feeling nice (or evil, depending on the point of view), I might send him a screenshot later, when he's locked for a week or two. 😈I have to admit, I was toying with the idea of letting him put the cage through the hole and just keeping him locked. I think it would mess him up a bit because once he was there, there was no doubt in his mind the cage was going to get off. It would've been delicious to just tickle his balls the whole time and then send him away. But I have such a weak will, that I couldn't resist it. 🤭 So I made the other best choice. Edged him till he started dripping, so his recent orgasm won't provide any lasting relief 😈 Oh, it's going to be a long road ahead of him. It's been just a few days since he came and he's already drooling. I think fun times are ahead for both of us ... though in slightly different ways 😈
March 14, 2025 - 22:52:00So, the last session I made had a second part. I didn't mention on purpose, because Luke also hadn't any idea I would try to give him another chance. So I wanted to keep it as a surprise, as I did it for him.There is always a balance between how much I want to push him further into denial and how much I want him to occasionally experience an orgasm. The truth is, I don't even know what I love more. 😄 I know a lot of people think, that I just love to mess with his head and make him a horny denied puppet to me. And while that's true, it's not just that. I crave moments of intense emotions. I love when he's trembling with frustration, unsure if he should cry or laugh about his misery. But in the end, I love giving the please as well. I just think the intensity is worth the wait. 😈I really hoped he would manage to cum in the cage. I was looking forward to having my tits blasted with ropes of cum, after weeks of denial. But alas, he wasn't able to make it happen, even though I tried my best. He was barely standing on his feet, dripping precum, frustrated and horny beyond measure when I decided it was no use and he'll have to try another time. I was expecting him to put up a bit more fight, but he was too exhausted, so he just accepted his fate.🤭What he didn't know was, that while he was able to let it go, I wasn't. I wanted him to cum. His orgasms are for me to decide, and it goes beyond their denial. 😈 So I've decided to give us a break, take some rest, and then surprised him by telling him, I want to give it another try. What I found rather sweet is, that I could see he was almost afraid to have another go. Not sure if it was more because he didn't want to fail me, or because his brain might seriously start malfunctioning after another long session without orgasm 🤭What he wasn't aware of though, was that I've decided to unlock him. I am pretty sure he would fail to cum again in the cage. I've felt satisfied with the session before, he completely surrendered to me, accepted his fate, and was ready not to cum, probably until the end of times. 🤭 Well, I was toying with that idea as well, but after a little rest, I was pretty much set on making him cum.So I went back on the chair, pulled a key, and pretty quickly made him cum with my wand. I think it would be quicker if I just jerked him with my hands, but at least he got to enjoy riding the edge for a while. I could see him tremble as he was approaching the orgasm, I was so tempted to pull the wand away and just ruin it for him, it would have been deliciously frustrating. But I was too curious about how much he was going to cum when I finish him completely. And got a pretty good look at that! Weeks of cum few right on my face. Fuckign amazing 😂 I was expecting him to cum on my tits, but I underestimated the pressure he had built up. So yeah, some of it ended up on my tits and my magic wand, but most went flying on the floor, my face, hair and shoulder. That's what I get for being nice. The worst is, I have nobody to blame because he wasn't aiming it. Well, I hope it's at least good for skin care 🤭
March 9, 2025 - 16:47:11I am thinking about making a board / card game related to chastity. What type would you like to see, if any?For a long time, I have been thinking about making chastity/femdom related card or board game. This is not yet an announcement of anything, but I do wonder if you'd be interested in one, which type? Or better yet, which first, because I find the lack of femdom oriented board (or card) games disturbing. And I don't mean just completely random dice rolls, I believe there is a space for game with actual objectives players can try to compete against. So, what are your thoughts? If I were to make one, which would you like to see happen the most? 📷 I have 3 ideas and I wonder what would interest the most people.1, Solo game. As a lot of people are self-locking, and it could be a little tough on motivation. Having a board game designed with intention could possibly bring more purpose into it. Besides, it would be fun to see online all the horrible cards you've drawn or choices you had to make.2, Couple game. I've noticed there is a sizable community of people who are in a relationship, but either struggle to talk to their partner about chastity or fail to capture their interest. Board game which would be fun for both could be a nice ice-breaker into this fantastic fetish and could make certain "talks" a bit easier while highlighting the benefits of keeping your partner caged. I think this type would need two difficulty settings, for newbies and experienced couples looking for inspiration.3, Long distance. From experience I can tell, that chastity is amazing at keeping things steaming hot even when you don't see each other every day. While this would be game for couples, I think long distance would require so many changes, that It can't be the same package. The ideal use case would be partners not living together, work travel or even maybe with Doms online.
March 7, 2025 - 12:47:16It's amazing to think how far we've come and I love rubbing it in his face. Way before he told me about chastity we used to be friends with benefits and for a while, we were fucking pretty regularly. Then things fizzled out until he told me about chastity. Since then he has had his dick inside me about three times or so and the best he can hope for is that I don't ruin his orgasm, when I decide it's time for him even to have any kind of releaf. 😈 And well, then there are days like this when I tell him, he may cum all over my tits cum, if he manages, but his dick isn't worth even searching for the key if I still have it somewhere. (Of course, I do, but he seems to strain particularly hard when I hint at losing it for its insignificance) 🤭😈I get off on how desperate he is. I can almost feel the frustration and it's getting me so wet. I always feel so mean, when I decide to give him a chance to cum, but not unlock the cage. I can see he's straining so hard, his penis is trying so very much, but it's without any use. The steel grip the cage has won't make it grow any bigger. After all this time he should be getting used that the cage is his dick. All the glorious two inches of it 🤭Besides he doesn't need more since it's rarely going inside me anyway and when the rare times comes and I feel the need I could replace it with a dildo, or even better yet silicone replica of his dick, forever. 🤭As far as I am concerned the chastity is like bracers for his penis. He may not have a 2-inch dick, but I've examined him and decided that he's supposed to. So the cage is not a punishment, but simply a corrective measure to make his dick match better what he should have been born with in the first place. Luckily I am here to fix the mistake. Or make up any kind of bullshit I see fit to justify keeping him locked up forever 😈 Trying the chastity myself and getting a taste of how frustrated I was, I've become aware that I can't do that for long. Now I have even more urge to make him do it, so I can live it through him. I love when he's so horny, that his excitement is blinding any kind of shame he could've had. While his dick is locked, he's more than naked in front of me. He's more intimate than if he was actually fucking me. Because he can't pretend anything. If he wants even a chance at cumming in the cage, he has to open up and let me see the depraved slut he is. Poor Luke was dripping so hard. He was so so close to making it. But in the end, he wasn't able to cum with his steel dick. After riding the infinite edge the whole time, we were both pretty exhausted, so I decided to take a break and told him, that that was too bad - if he can't cum like this, he probably wasn't really that horny. I could see the horror in his eyes because clearly, he was beyond desperately frustrated. But what else could I do 🤭It's not my fault he didn't cum.
March 4, 2025 - 17:13:07I couldn't wait for yesterday. However I have to admit, the anticipation was more exciting than I expected. I mean, I am always looking forward to our session. It's fun, it's sexy, creative ... and well, overall I would say it's one of the things that's been a constant highlight in between regular days, pleased to say for years now. But keeping a promise of not cumming made me even more aware of it. 😄 I know that compared to what I put Luke through, my denial was brief, just shy of a week, but that's probably twice as long as I went as far as I can remember 🤭 I think what was interesting for me was to realize, that it wasn't probably the length of it, but just the fact that I couldn't cum, that made me hornier than usual. It's like the "don't think about a pink elephant". Except in this case, I was trying not to think about his face and tongue running all over my pussy 😄Though to be fair I didn't put too much effort into not trying. I think I get it why he always seems to make it worse for himself. I think I was denied longer I would take edging over nothing as well. Having the brief experience myself made thinking about how horny he must be, and knowing I won't even be unlocking him just better. Now I know he has it a hundred times worse, and I feel like a bitch (in the best possible way). Being in his shoes could've been a good case for empathy and feeling sorry, but I've enjoyed having the taste of it, so I can better imagine how much he craves the release and how much it must crush him when I tell him, it's not going to happen. 😈 How he must feel when he's serving me, only for his dick to drip helplessly in the cage.Oh, the sweet agony. I love it. I might give it another go eventually. It was thrilling and I was hornier than I could remember ... the orgasm was definitely worth the wait. Though I don't think I could've done it without knowing any release date. Which made me tingle just writing about it and thinking, that that's exactly how he has it every time and I don't want to change a thing about it.Lying on my back, thinking about how horny I was during the week and how his cage must be cramped, his body aching for release only for him to be ordered to make me cum, knowing well he won't have the chance today ... ugh, I fucking loved it. In my head I kept alternating between imagining how he must feel and how great my pussy feels finally getting the care it deserves 😈I felt almost evil and it made me cum so hard, you can see my head turning red even with the faceblur 🤭
February 28, 2025 - 12:36:11This one is going to be a bit different 🤭You'll quickly find out why.There are lot of sessions when I focus so hard on teasing Luke out of his mind, that I accidentally edge myself. Things like outercourse, anytime I grind my pussy on him, or even just when I play with him and give him a slow sensual handjob ... well, actually anything we do, I do because I find it erotic and amusing. 😅 Sometimes I order him to make me cum, sometimes I do it myself later. And on occasions, I hold on to that feeling of being horny and channel it further as a source of perverted inspiration. It's funny because while I make Luke go 3 weeks without any relief, I am pretty proud of myself when I can abstain 3 days, before giving in. I have no idea how he can manage it, especially, since I do my best to make it as difficult as possible, though I am often not giving too many other options 😈Anyway, there was something I was curious to experience. When I decide to stay horny for a few days, it's just me, who made myself horny. I don't get that intentional "care" from somebody else like Luke is getting from me. So, since I am putting him through weeks of denial, I've begun to wonder how I would take just a taste of it. So, here's the thing, I bought myself a female chastity belt 😂 It's not something I'll be wearing for long, but at least for the occasion I wanted to feel the whole of it and how it feels being unable to touch myself, while he's trying his best to make me as horny as possible. And if you are wondering, no, that doesn't mean he'll be unlocked. I mean, the idea of him exploring my body with his tongue while neither of us can't do jack about it was thrilling and it sounded like fun. And I won't spoil fun 🤭I got the feeling even before we started, that it's going to be a lot harder than I expected it to be, and boy was I right 😅 I wonder if every guy who's denied would be great at this. The way he pinched my nipples, the exact amount of force, the licking, the tapping on the belt, reminding me how I can't touch myself, his fingers and tongue all over my body. First, I was kinda proud of him 🤭 Secondly ... I was ... well, I still am ... so fucking horny 🥵 I told many times, that the longer he's locked the better I feel he is at eating my pussy. It always feels like he's connecting better with me. I wonder if it's helping to make him better at teasing me as well. And most importantly, I wonder if I could channel it as well 😈Should I deny myself, to be a better keyholder? It gave me a lot to think about. Mainly a lot of horny things to think about 🤭It was so hot to imagine that how I felt when he teased me is how he's feeling, just ten times more intense when the roles are as usual. I must admit, I've really enjoyed it. When I slid my finger under the belt afterward it felt like I was sticking it into a bottle of lube 😂 Well, to make it more fun and daring I pledged that I won't cum, at least until our next time. 🥵 So, that's going to be a few days. Don't laugh, you know it feels like a lot to me. Kinda hard to ignore that my magic wand is in the top drawer, just over there. Fuck I would love to use it 🥵 But it's kinda funny, because on the one hand, I would really crave the orgasm, but part of me wants to dig deeper, to experience a bit of the frustration firsthand. And I have the feeling that I will enjoy denying him even more because of this because I will understand better how difficult it is. Well, I would need to extrapolate a lot, but you get how I mean it. Haha, anyway, that's probably the first session I am ending hornier than him. 🤭😅What a fun weekend.
February 24, 2025 - 01:13:44I wanted to publish this video a few days ago, but unfortunately, life got in the way. 😅 Of course, I could've published just the video, but without taking the time to tell you a bit more about it, I think it would be incomplete. This is exactly why I am keeping my journal. I can't count how many times I hoped to know a bit more about the porn I am watching myself. Because the "why" people do something is just as hot, if not hotter to me, as the "what" they are doing. And I think it's especially the case of any fetish content. One easy example I have are pictures of dicks locked in the chastity. The first thing I want to know is how did that happened, how long it's been, who's holding the keys, and so on. Often It's quite sexy on its own and I wish more guys would at least try it once, but it poses so many teasing questions that I want to know more. Even if it's simple ... "I wanted to feel what it feels to give up control, so I locked myself and put the key in a timebox." Is way sexier than just a picture with no context at all. 🥵Anyway, before I run too far off with the point, as I often do 😅, here is what I've been up to:Usually, I keep him mostly in the dark about my session plans and when he's going to cum. I drop some hints and teases though, because that's just hot and I love hearing/reading how the anticipation is making him horny. But I purposefully keep it vague for a few reasons. First I do what I promise because trust in bdsm has to go both ways. I know some guys enjoy being treated without a hint of fairness, but that's a whole other fetish of its own. I like to keep it unbalanced, but "fair". I just like the freedom of making any split-second decision. And the last reason is, that I love preparing surprises. It's thrilling that he never knows what the plan is. And I feel it gives me extra power over him because he can't prepare for it mentally. 😈That being said, I've decided to shake things up a little. I've figured I can still have a lot of what I like, even if I tell him something for a change. The thing is, I can still tell him what's NOT going to happen. There is always the sliver of hope, that I'll make him cum, or at least give him a ruined. So I've found it sexy to tell him, that he's not going to cum for a while. That's something I rarely do. But I was in a mood for teasing. And while he can mentally prepare for it now, he also can't fully escape it, because he knows I am serious. Not knowing what lies ahead can be very teasing, but facing the inevitable is messing with him another way, and I like the change 🤭 Besides I could tell he enjoyed me being a little stern with him and directly telling him, on Valentine no less, not to expect orgasm anytime soon. 😈With that, I felt it was only reasonable to give him a little handjob to make sure, he was appreciating the gift of knowledge properly 🤭 I slowly took him to the edge and then let him go soft. My plan was to give him just a single slow edge, but seeing the blob of precum after he went soft made me want to play with his dick a bit longer. Not that much longer mind you. That tear leaving his dick told me everything I needed to know. He's going to enjoy it, his dick can't lie to me. 😈
February 17, 2025 - 22:39:10Handjob with a condom so he doesn't feel my bare touch, riding his face while keeping him caged, and finishing it with orgasm, but without even letting him get hard, those last few sessions really messed up with his sanity. Obviously there is the horniness, but it's not only just that, pretty early on in this journey I've figured that denial is most fun when it goes beyond just orgasm. His mind is programmed to need much more things than that. Of course not everybody might find this thrilling, but nothing is sexier for us. I think there are primal urges and also primal fears and somehow his mind is craving the conflict of those. 😈I am not saying all of sexuality is about the penis, clearly, we have a lot of sex without it 🤭 but when I say primal urges I mean the need for strength, a big erect dick, to dominate, to prove your power, to fuck, cum and breed. Every one of those has its counter-fear ... to be powerless, limp dicked, pussy-free, and denied from sex and even cumming. Going without orgasm is difficult, it's like being hungry (or so I've been told🤭, maybe I should give it a try), but on its own, it's just one feeling. There is a whole other world of him surrendering himself to me in so many other ways. Making him caged, is basically me telling him, using your penis is useless to me. Making him cum soft is me telling him I don't need your erection. Not touching it with bare hands is just pure denial. And yet I am still here and his dick is my favorite toy. And his mind has to try to make some sense of it. 🤭I said a few times, I share private videos, that I would love to watch even if somebody else were shooting them, or writing them for that matter, because I am often curious about the background of what's happening. So, being the one deciding what's going to happen and what I will make him go through, being so close to such intense emotions, and knowing I am the cause for all that mental anguish, there can't be a better aphrodisiac. I love the intensity. 🥵But denial works only when he knows exactly what's he being denied. I love dangling that carrot in front of him, making him think he's about to get a bite, but as soon as he gets a taste I flip it upside down. I give him hands full of carrots, and tell him, "no, I changed my mind, you feed me". That's how I imagine it must feel when I squat over his face and cum with his tongue licking my clit.Anyway, to my session today. I was about to say, I wanted to give him a little bit of sanity back, to make him feel a bit more manly again. But we both know this isn't a carrot he will get to bite. 🤭 So I may be just driving him further into submission. But at least he get to touch me, and his penis can finally feel like... well, like being a penis 😈 not just a soft blob of skin 🤭 He got to feel my pussy. I wanted him so close, that he could imagine I would let him slide in. I wanted him to think, that maybe I was so horny, that I would do it, even if just for a thrust or two. Well, I was actually dripping wet, you can tell by how mean I was. 🤭 But that also means I enjoy fucking his mind way more than anything his dick can do for me. So no, it was just a taste, so he knows exactly what there is to miss. To remind him of his fears and urges, to make him realize that he can't possibly do better than this, even if it means getting his dick locked away.
February 12, 2025 - 01:12:17It's probably the first time Luke has really begged me to let him cum. I am not sure if it's becasue I teased him a bit extra "hard" lately, or if it's becasue his last orgasm was just cumming with the anal wand. 🤔 I think it might be the latter because I always try my best to keep him completely out of his mind. I like when he's horny and his mind is a bit pliable, it's makes him more devoted to serving me, he's extra attentive and he's extra sensitive to any sexual stimulation. But that's been his new normal for quite some time and I think he had to make peace with the idea that he won't ever not be horny. 😇 But to reward him, keep the positive feedback going and keep a sliver of his sanity, I let him cum, one way or another every few weeks or so. I don't keep check really, I prefer to just watch how "ripe" he is for cumming and then give him a taste, of something most guys have daily 😈 Of course, the longer we go, the more desperate he is and I can usually tell when he's nearing his limits. I know that any orgasm, or release I provide isn't going to last long. Usually, it's mere hours or days at best. But it gives him a break. I wonder if the anal orgasm he had has been different. He came like a firehose, that's for sure. But could it be because I didn't even touch his dick? The only dick I own is his, so I don't know firsthand how it works 🤭Lately, I've been getting hints, that he's really and I mean really horny and that he can't take it anymore. Of course, my first reaction was "So, what's going to happen when you can't take it anymore, but I keep you locked" ... Well, the answer is that he's going to keep taking it. Which is exactly what I love about chastity. 😈 "Awww, you are going to lose your mind if I don't unlock you? Well, then go ahead. There is no escaping. You either learn how to deal with it, or you don't deal with it... but the external effect is the same. You don't cum."Well, at least I think. I didn't see him spontaneously cum in the cage. Some people claim it can happen, but most people I've talked to never managed to cum in the cage just because they were too horny. Anyway, I am sidetracking, because I too am horny, when I think about those things 🤭 So back to the point. After I told him, that that's too bad. I've started paying attention to see how bad it actually was. Interestingly riding his face without unlocking last time, probably didn't help him either. I could tell he was getting really desperate. Though I kinda liked it, because he's been all over me, helping doing my every whim. I am starting to suspect that prolonged chastity is the closest we could get to telepathy 🤭Anyway, I am not (completely) evil. So after ignoring him for a while, just to confirm he's that desperate I've decided that it's time to give him some relief. I would have started considering it anyway since it's almost a month since he came last time. Too bad he had chosen to beg me to let him cum, because now I am confronted with a dilemma. I can't let him think begging is working on me, but at the same time, I think he deserves some relief. 🤔 So I've decided I will let him have it, but I'll keep him flaccid the whole time. Boy needs to cum so bad? Ok, lets make you cum, just sit on the stack of towels, so you don't accidentally get erect. I didn't hear anything about needing to be hard or using the penis in any meaningful way. The lack of orgasm is frustrating you too much? So, let me fiddle with your pale and soft dick until it starts dripping cum, so I can lock you right back in. 😈Haha, I hope it wasn't too unsatisfying 🤭 What more did you expect? You were begging me, that the pressure is unbearable. The cum is gone, the pressure is gone, this is all the sex you need and all the relief I've decided to provide. I would say I hope it's going to last you a few weeks. But like I said before, it doesn't matter, since I am the one holding the keys 😈 So "It IS going to last you a few weeks". ... how many weeks? Well, for the sake of keeping you motivated, let's say it depends on how your behavior. (at least little bit).P.S. I am aware I switched the person from "him" to "you" mid-way through the journal. But I am used to talking mostly to him about the ways I am going to tease him, that it feels natural to me, to "talk" to him in my notes as well. I know. At least you can put yourself better in his shoes (or cage, your pick) 🤭
February 6, 2025 - 16:20:56I often discuss different things that occur to me during or even after the session. This one is no different. The funny thing that I've realized is, that I can't keep things simple, even if I want to. I don't know if it's just me (I have a feeling it's not), but my brain craves some amount of complexity to keep me engaged. This session could be summed up in a few words. Luke gave me oral and I had a very satisfying orgasm. Right, there it is done. But is though? 😈 Of course not ...It's impossible for my mind to stand still. It's always looking for some extra connection, something to tease, to fidget with, somebody to antagonize a bit 😅 ... I can't turn it off now. I remember that I wasn't always like this. But then again, I didn't enjoy sex all that much either. So maybe it was always there waiting to be discovered. I love to try all sorts of things, but chastity gives an infinite amount of complexity and keeps my hungry mind occupied while keeping his mind occupied with hunger. 🤭😈 Especially when I am getting close to orgasm. Sometimes I feel I can pick a path to follow. Shall I focus on his frustration and how unfair I am, or will I more enjoy thinking about how his nipples are probably even more sensitive than his penis since I took the access away ... or how he's giving me the orgasm he can't have, or how much more time do I cum than him? Sometimes I follow one idea and savor all of the implications, but often my mind jumps around, getting a jolt of arousal with every new angle I can think of. I often hope to remember what it was, so I can then put him through it more deliberately when I am done. But when it's over I often remember just fragments. Maybe I should let him edge me while I sit down with a notepad 😂Yes, in the end, the physical aspect is just getting my clit and pussy licked and it feels great, but that alone could never make me cum like this. I need that extra behind it. Like when we were out the other day, simply knowing he's caged, or even better watching him caged, is just giving me a malice enjoyment. 🥵 It's making even the simplest things more complex and it can't be turned off, at least not in my head. Luckily I don't want to anyway 🤭. Like when I feel that I want to surprise him with a simple kiss, it's suddenly not "just so simple". It's a throw of a rock that starts an avalanche of emotions. And I love it. 😇On a somewhat related note. I wonder how many other people are like this and have their minds constantly wandering around. Do you see a girl and think she'd be so good at denying me? Because I sure as fuck am going around and wondering if I manage to spot a cage, or guess who would be into it, it keeps regular days more interesting 😄
February 3, 2025 - 01:44:32I got to edit footage from the weekend. Luke and I were going to see a few friends from the school, not exactly a reunion as it was just a handful of people, never mind the fact that it's not that long since I've graduated anyway. Luke offered to pick me up, so I told him to come a few hours early, so we could have some fun before we headed out. It's kinda unimportant where we were heading, but It's a perfect example of a situation where I love being a keyholder. I mean it's fun every time, especially when I have my legs over his shoulders and his head deep between my thighs, but the invisibility of it is a thrill of its own. There are tons of things I can do in private to drive him crazy with lust, but when we are alone there is no secret involved. And that's an aspect that can bring a bit of fun. Having that secrecy is thrilling for both of us. 😈Nobody knows that he can't get it up. Nobody probably realizes why they never see him standing in the bathroom. And it's hot knowing I am causing all of this. That I have an invisible leash to his dick and very much affects his daily behavior. And it's plain sexy to realize that he can't try anything on anybody. 🥵 Yes, he's committed to me, but it's fun to imagine somebody would hit on him. He's attractive, I am sure, he would have a pretty good chance of seducing somebody. Oh well, too bad, it would take just one hand down his pants to realize he isn't the owner of his own dick. 🤭Anyway, I can't show what happened during the evening for obvious reasons. But I can show you what I had in mind before we left. It's one thing to be in chastity and another being in chastity while being freshly teased and the poor boy was literally dripping. 🤭 Good luck not stuttering your words when I am done 😈 Like I said, it's an invisible leash. Well, the hornier he is the tighter its grip.My original idea was to just oil my hands and "jerk" his dick without unlocking. To give him a bit of taste of my touch, to reignite the frustration he's feeling in the cage while locked. But then I figured, the cage was going to feel extra tight if I let him out for a while. But at the same time, I didn't want to give up on the idea that I won't actually be touching his penis directly. Well, here goes the condom. Of course, it's hard to put on without some touches, but that doesn't matter that much. It was more about the deliberate action, to make him think about why I was doing it and to occupy his mind later. 😈I just love turning things on its head. For most people, condoms are a symbol of fucking and having sex. So it's kinda amusing to use it for not fucking and denying direct touch. I mean that's what they are intended for, to make a barrier and make it feel like you are touching something, even though your dick is still just wrapped in the rubber. Well, this is just a step further to make it a little bit more intentional. In the end, he enjoyed the extra safe handjob teasing, I am pleased to say my hand isn't pregnant🤭, and the added humiliation made it hotter for both of us. 😈Anyway, that was a fun weekend. And for the curious, the event was sweet. It's always fun to keep him horny and get a chuckle when he stutters to the hot waitress, while I am the only one who knows the real reason.
January 29, 2025 - 01:39:24One thing that I find really amusing and great about making him realize the power imbalance is making him experience things that would be significant for him, yet are minor inconveniences for me always go my way. Like the flaccid edging. You've seen me do it quite a few times and I won't stop anytime soon. 🤭 Sometimes I think it's ok to give him a proper stretch. But sometimes I just prefer if he stays flaccid, so it's easier to lock him back. I love the look on his face, when he's unlocked after many days, horny, and ready to cum, only to have his soft noodle wiggled around. Completely erasing any visual remains of his manliness. Shaven clean, caged, flaccid, and most importantly completely harmless. 😈 Keeping him flaccid through the edging session is like making him scream in a soundproof box. The rage is all there, but only inside his head.🥵I wonder how deep under the surface is the message getting. Will he internalize it? I mean the only girl he's sexually active is keeping him caged. And when she decides to unlock him she's happy to remind him how needless his erection is, that she completely blocks them and then laughs at his limp dick. 😈 I think even if it's just an erotic game it has to eventually leave a mark on his brain. I wonder what the effect would be if he were in a situation where he could have sex with somebody. Would that kick in? I hope to keep him around for as long as I can because I don't think many guys would be able to keep up with me. But the idea that I changed him forever is making me tingle all around the body. 🥵 There is something perversive about it. If he couldn't get it up because he was taught it's for amusement and not sex.To be fair, I am not the only one who finds that idea thrilling. Every time I speak about the matter he's into it with me. He confessed many times how he finds deepening his submission arousing, how putting him into a perpetual friend zone is the hottest thing he can imagine. I wonder why being the accomplice of your own submission is so erotic. A few times I even straight up asked him, he find more erotic the idea of having sex with me, or me telling him that he can't have it and he always went tomato red before admitting that being only teased is probably hotter. I wonder if there is a feedback loop as well. 🤔 It would make sense to me. The more I humiliate him, the less he thinks he deserves it and craves at least the humiliation as a form of female attention. 🤭Anyway, I wanted to talk about a mild inconvenience. The reason I told him this time I'll keep him flaccid for the session was, that it's easier to put the cage back on. Was it true? Well, it is easier ... so let's go with that. Yes, I could have just waited maybe a minute and then locked him semi-hard. But not letting him have a hardon solves that completely. That is what I mean by reminding him of the power imbalance. I bet that after more than a week in a cage, he would have appreciated if I at least jerked him hard, but I didn't feel like waiting a whole minute so I could relock him after it, so no erection it is. Because tell me, what do you think is more important 😈Btw, imagine getting to squeeze my boobs without even being able to get hard. I bet that can create some inner conflicts 🤭
January 22, 2025 - 16:59:29Do you ever masturbate and think, it would be nice if I had a few more hands? Well, half of you are probably locked in chastity cages and have quite different issues, but for some of us, and I mean me, it happens 🤭 You all know how sensitive Luke's nipples are. I always suspected that it was because of the lack of his penis access. Well, I don't have a penis either, so my nipples are pretty sensitive too. Ok joking aside 🤭 I do love when he grabs my boobs and plays with them and sometimes it doesn't even need so gentle (within reason). Like when he really grabs them. I love to feel the mixture of eagerness and tamed temperament. I know he's still a very sexual beast, he's just trapped in the tiniest of cages. And I love how it fucks with his brain and makes him a very obedient pet to me. Sometimes I almost feel like a brat, banging on the cage, knowing well I am in safety, just to agitate him, to observe how much he would love to fuck me, even if he doesn't himself go completely. 🥵I can almost feel the anguish of how he's fighting himself. There are moments like this when he gets an all-you-can-touch buffet, but I don't even bring his chastity key. I know he's enjoying it, but that doesn't make it easy. It's a rollercoaster and a pretty hot one. Anyway, I love feeling his hands all over me, thinking how he must crave me. It makes me feel a little mean but very sexy. His hands gliding over my oiled tits, my pussy just inches away from his locked dick, and my magic wand very accidentally vibrating his cage 😈I don't think many guys would put up with it, if it wasn't for the chastity. Driving him horny mad like this and then just keeping him that way while I cum on him like he's a piece of furniture 😈 It's an interesting mixture of thrill and feeling very safe for me. I know I can tease him like that, but I also know he's enjoying this frustration, my dominance, and the attention he's getting. I know he won't be trying to push me after I am done. No slide of hand to wiggle in for more ... no, I had an orgasm, he got to be part of it, enjoyed touching my body and that's the end of it. I am satisfied, he's horny and everything is as it should be for both of us 🤭
January 17, 2025 - 01:44:46One thing I've found about chastity is that it needs a lot of things to contrast. I guess that's true for a lot of BDSM, but I think it's particularly true in this case. The main goal of denial isn't simply not giving him something. The goal is to make him miss that thing, to crave it and not have it. That's why the tease and denial is really just one thing. For me, it's less about denial and more about creating desire. The fun part is figuring out where the peak of maximum frustration is. 😈 If I tease him too much he'll get used to it and know what to expect. The same thing is true with too much denial. I tried it initially and quickly realized that was a mistake. Over time he will just find comfort in whatever is happening. And I feel my job as a keyholder is to constantly shake things up, so that doesn't happen 😈 Of course even I get predictable, but the only way around it would become completely unhinged and I don't think that's the way either. 😅 Though, I am sure it would make for interesting content. Femdom fever dream, trapped in chaotic-horny hell? Haha, well, maybe on Halloween, but that's not my point here. 🤭What I am trying to say here is that I love alternating things that are sort of opposing each other, in one or more ways. Like giving him a lot of visual stimulation and then blindfolding him later, or making him eat my pussy, while his penis is caged, or in this case giving him a very intense oily teasing session with a lot of touching, after I've been ignoring his penis for a while. 🥵After he managed to cum from prostate stimulation, it is tempting to lock him up and just say "Forget you even have a dick." and try to make him cum caged. But regret is preferable to forget 😈 I want to create desire without giving it any outlet. I want to feel that pressure.Anyway, it's a weekend and I wanted to spend some time playing games, before heading out to see friends. But his company is always so much more fun when we start like this. Love how he's silently squirming and trying not to be obtrusive with his horniness. Which only leaves him even more frustrated. 🤭 And it's all even better when his dick didn't get much action for a while before and then he gets the oil, edging, and complete overload of touches all over him, before locking him back to the cage again. And then he has to think about what's going to happen next. 😈 Will I let him out again? Or will I switch it again and not give him a single touch? It's pretty much a coin toss and the not knowing is driving him crazy. I have to admit, it's kinda hot when somebody can't get you off his mind like this.
January 12, 2025 - 15:07:32I finally managed to make him cum with just a toy up his ass 😍😈 And now more details. I bought this steel wand a while ago and was waiting for a good opportunity to use it. I wanted to be there when it was first inserted, but I've decided to let him borrow it for a while, so he can explore a bit on his own and get more familiar with it. Of course locked, but in his own time, without me there. We've tried a few toys and this one felt the best. Smooth, easy to insert, pleasurable inside, and easily putting pressure on the right places. To make the deal sweeter and to help him with motivation I told Luke that he's free to cum if he manages. While that didn't happen it served well its purpose. He was edged out of his mind, as he was trying to reach any relief like a good slut he is. While doing so, his body and mind started to cooperate on the effort. Anyway, when I asked about the experience, he said he was about twenty times so close he thought he would get insane. 🤭 Which is fine by me. But he said he doesn't think he can cum while caged. I am not yet sure how I feel about it, but that's a topic for another time. Also, I don't think it's as definite as he makes it. All I am hearing is "I haven't been horny enough to cum caged" 🤭😈 But you know me, generous and soft-hearted, I wanted to give him the best chances, so I've decided to unlock him before playing with his ass. Of course, that's something I won't allow without me being present. I like him, but I don't think boys can be trusted with not touching their dicks. It's better when somebody else takes care of that 🤭 Once unlocked I placed him on the chair and found myself a comfortable sitting position on top of him. I had low expectations that it would work out. But it's something I've been long hoping for. There is something seriously erotic about it. It feels like a hack and I am all about finding hidden buttons and using things how they are not supposed to be used 😈 So the idea of making a guy cum by sticking something inside of him is just sexy wild. It took us a while to coordinate where is what inside of him. I think it was a great idea to give him the toy home to figure it out for himself because he was able to describe things for me. I was expecting to move it a lot more, but just sliding it a few centimeters in and out while putting gentle and almost steady pressure was the best. I was almost considering giving up, but I could see he was still climbing up and up and up towards the peak of Mt. Horny, so I was dedicated to pushing it as far as I physically could, to find out if he cum sooner before losing his mind 🤭 And just when I was thinking his brain was turning into irreparable mush, I felt a bit of unfamiliar tension building up, and sure enough, he came like a firehose. 🥵 It was as sexy as I hoped it would be. I am not sure if I was more sweating from arousal or exhaustion, but it was so worth the effort. 🤭As for Luke, his legs are probably still shaking. He said it was one of the most intense things he experienced. He said that right before cumming the lines of orgasm and edging quite blurred, that he don't know if he can even call it "the edge". He had no idea where the point of no return was and when the orgasm started. Well ... me neither, this is one thing I won't experience myself. But I am thrilled I could've been there. And I hope I will be many times in the future 🥰
January 8, 2025 - 01:39:36To say Luke enjoyed himself the last time would be an understatement, even if it lasted briefly. I did it mostly for him because I think every good boy deserves a reward every once in a while. You know, something they don't usually get, like a piece of bacon. You can't give them too much, because they are not meant for it, but a little treat can be ok 🤭Well, today I wanted to make it more about me because I have my own desires to crave. Also, sitting on his face is always a nice reminder of his place and things he can only dream of. "Yes, that's the pussy I generously allowed you to fuck for a whole minute on Christmas. If we keep the pace maybe you'll get over a full hour of sex in this lifetime" 😈Since I got the chair I am still trying to figure out positions that would work the best and things that were hard to do in bed. I was hoping it will be more comfortable and that I would feel more intimidating, squishing him down with my ass. And I'll be honest, it's about halfway there. The bed is still more comfortable, but I loved sitting on him like that. 🤭Having him eat my pussy, while resting on his body like it's a piece of furniture was super hot. I'll probably switch between the two until I figure out what I like better. Now that I think about it, finding out the best position for getting my pussy eaten out seems like good (and very necessary) research, one that should be done frequently 🤭In the end, it wasn't the position that pushed me over the edge, but his desperate horniness. One of many reasons I love denial. Being the one causing him all the frustration is undescribably sexy. And then making him my own sex toy, eating my pussy on command is making me feel like I am almost stealing his orgasm. 😈 The more horny he is, the more eager he is to serve me. But it's more than that, it's in the details. When I keep him denied for long I feel he's overall more perceptive of my arousal and he's just better at providing me pleasure. Maybe his erotic senses are somehow heightened, I don't know. I feel it's not just enthusiasm that makes it better. He's more connected to me. I don't care what it is if it's erotic telepathy or what, but I like it. And I hope he does as well because it's not giving me too much motivation to change anything about it. Besides I find the absolute unfairness of cumming on his face while he didn't have even a ruined for weeks very literally orgasmic 😈
January 3, 2025 - 14:10:14As I mentioned in my previous video, we didn't have time together before Christmas to properly celebrate it. And rather than rush it out I've decided to wait for a nice free day, where we can mix as much chilling and sexy tension as we wanted. And some tension there was 🤭 One thing I love about chastity, and sorry for repeating it, but this time it was especially true, is that it can turn almost anything sexual. I love how we can just sit, watch movies, and two-thirds of his brain think about fucking me. 😈 It's just something he can't turn off. I was about to say that I am doing my best to prevent him from meditating it away, but he doesn't even try. 😄 He's thriving in his horny-zone, he acts like it's unbearable, but every opportunity I give him, he's chasing the frustration like a candy. So I am just making sure I am providing a lot of those. I had a funny "pick one option" idea. He's kept pretty much pussy-free because I don't like it that much. Most of you have been following for a while so I won't go into details about that. It doesn't mean all that much to me. It's not like I hate having penetrative sex, it's usually just not my thing. And if he wants to play with me, that's just something he will have to accept. The funny thing is, the closer we get, the lesser are his chances for getting some pussy 🤭 But anyway, every once in a while I like to remind him what it's like, so he can then reflect as he's holding his cage in the night, thinking about how the cage is almost the only thing his dick will ever be in. 😈 And to make the realization extra contrasting I want him to have a vivid memory of the alternatives 🤭Anyway, to the options he got to choose from. I knew he was (not so secretly) hoping I will let him fuck again on Christmas, and yes, that was my plan. But I had my own twist about that as well. So I had a simple question. You can pick: A, Fucking me from behind for five minutes with two condoms. If you manage to cum, you can.B, One minute raw, skin on skin, but no cumming whatsoever. I was expecting him to take a bit of time to think it through, but Luke almost immediately went for the second option. As I hoped he would, that made me extra happy. 😈 But I would honor the offer either way. I just wanted him to have the best feeling possible, so that when he thinks back about the moment, he will recall every bit of me and how I've felt. Yes, the condom route could've brought him orgasm, but being in my pussy with no protection is more rare than that. Even if I was more into it, I don't take any pills and I don't plan to. So taking the risk and going unprotected is something that's not going to repeat often, even if for a little while 🥵To make the most ouf of it, of course I let him play with me for bit. Besides I needed to get ready anyway, so what better way than getting my pussy and ass licked 😈 But when it came to the fucking he really got just a minute. I could almost feel his horniness through my body. I went with a slow sensual pace, so he could feel every thrust count. I don't think he regret his choice, even though I could feel the frustration in the air, as soon as I made him to pull out. Feeling his dick sliding out of me, still horny after the weeks of denial, it had to take immense will power not to just grab me by the hips again, or just jerk off on my back. I love the feel of how I tamed him. 🥵 But like I said in the beginning, I know he's loving the frustration. And even when I relocked him later and could see how his brain was melted like hot butter, he was quite happy. Though I think we will have to rewatch few Christmas movies we watched later, because I am not sure how much of the plot he got. 😈🤭 Haha, that would be a funny quiz, but perhaps another day.
December 30, 2024 - 13:52:28So, this happened right before Christmas and I finally got to edit the footage. I was planning to have a gift for Luke, but as I mentioned before, things were a bit demanding, so I didn't have nearly enough time as I hoped. So rather than rush out Christmas session I've decided to postpone it and use the time we had for something different, but also interesting. 😊Those who follow us for a while now know that we tried some anal couple of times, with various degrees of success. Inserting the dildo, while hot, went a little awkward when looking back at it. But the prostate massager was probably the best thing we tried, and it almost made him cum a few times. Few people commented that vibrations aren't that great for prostate orgasm and that simple pressure and massage are better. So I searched the net and found one toy I wanted to use on him. It's a steel wand, slightly curved. It's smooth, so I was hoping it would be easy to insert and the curve will help me put pressure where I need it. 🥵When he came to my place, we started gently. I played with him a little, squeezed his nipples, and toyed with his cage. I didn't have any ambitions of making him cum that day. All I wanted for the first try was to insert the toy at all and make it hopefully a pleasurable experience. I needed to know how is he going to feel about it, how smooth the insertion going to be, and how easy it was going to be to pre-heat the toy. That's something I love doing with my glass toys when I occasionally use them. There is something nice about inserting a toy heated up to body temperature. 🤭Anyway, when I felt he was horny enough I placed Luke on the bed, on his stomach, so I have easy access to his ass 🤭 Like I said, I didn't plan on making him cum, or edge him too hard, so there wasn't really reason to unlock his cage. You know, I was worried his penis would interfere with my results. Besides, what's the point of unlocking him, when all I want to do is try a new anal toy. 😈I am pleased to say it feels like a great. Can't wait to have a bit more time with it. Maybe I'll just jerk him off a few times with the wand up his ass, just to reinforce the "something up my butt equals pleasure" connection 😈 But let's see about that. Maybe if he'll be horny enough he might cum regardless. And I don't mind waiting a little bit. The insertion is super smooth. The smaller end of the toy goes in like it's nothing. Except it really isn't. The surface is great, once lubed it has virtually no friction. Interestingly I found out, that it works best when I use the curve exactly in the opposite direction than I would have expected and make the bend towards his back. But I don't know, maybe it's supposed to work that way 😄I have a good feeling about this. And so does he. I could immediately tell, that the smaller diameter and smooth surface made him feel much more relaxed than other toys we tried before. It slid right in, and because I didn't unlock his cage, I could see him helping me fuck the toy back, to get as much pleasure out of it as he could. Luke later told me, that he actually felt a few times pretty close. Though, with the Edge 2 - prostate massager he was on the edge half the time before I decided he had enough. So who knows, if he ever made it over the edge? But I am quite determined to find out 😈
December 27, 2024 - 17:27:33Hi, Merry Christmas everyone 🥰I just wanted to do a quick update, because I was planning to post a video, but I still couldn't finish editing and writing. The Christmas season is one I love the most in the whole year, but to no one's surprise, it's also one of the most demanding. I have some family visits ahead of me, so I will post in the next day or two when I get a bit more time and privacy. I know my replies and posts might be a bit irregular near the end of the year, but don't worry, I'll post everything as I get to it, so you won't miss anything. Thank you for your continuous support, allowing me to share this fantastic journey with you. I hope you all have nice holidays 🥰
December 25, 2024 - 09:54:54I've wanted to try something a bit different. I was curious how it would feel to let Luke go behind me and "fuck". No, not really, obviously 🤭 That's why I put that into quotation marks because some of you might get too excited before reading the next sentence 😄But I have a tantra chair. It quickly became my favorite piece of furniture, so of course I wonder how it would feel if he stood behind me and I felt his body slapping against me. For this, I've decided it's going to work best if I give him a little bit more freedom than usual. Becasue honestly, I don't think it could work any other way anyway. I can't reach him properly and I don't see what's he doing. So I gave him a few instructions and made him wear his big boy pants to figure out the rest 🤭Also, I have an idea in my head and I want him as horny as possible. Nothing unusual about that, right? 🤭 But I know he's expecting something special with the Christmas ahead of us. So while I didn't let him in me, I think he got pretty close. ... to be honest in more than one way. If you watch the whole video, you can see him dangle a big rope of precum. 🥵 So funny, that that's one of the rare occasions he's been actually allowed to touch his own penis. Even though I unlock him somewhat regularly for sessions, he doesn't get to feel his hard dick too often, because it's always me who plays with it. He's allowed to wash himself, but no inappropriate touching in the shower. He knows I might (and will) check it. It's not like I think he would disobey me, but I like taking away parts of his privacy, so he knows how much I own him 😈 Also it's a nice start to a session.I hope you are going to enjoy my bouncing tits 🤭 I think they look pretty good from the side. And while Luke couldn't appreciate it the way you do, he got a pretty view of his own on my oiled ass. And a little more than just ass when I told him to pull down my panties 😈 However, when I was watching the video, I noticed he wasn't nearly as hard as I thought he would be. He started rock-hard, but he started to limp a bit as he went on 🤭I am not saying he wasn't aroused. You can tell by the precum and few pauses he had to take. He was pretty close. But I think he should be thankful, that I am into chastity and keeping him pussy-free, for the most part. Because if I wanted to fuck properly, I think he might have a "hard" time. And I admit, it's very possible that I've caused it, by making such opportunities rare. Or maybe it's the prolonged chastity itself. But his bending dick isn't helping his cause 🤭 Luckily, I don't need any kind of performance from him. As long as his dick will keep him horny, obedient and mind fogged with frustration, it's doing its job and I don't care about the size, shape, or hardness of it. I used to joke about how he should start thinking about the cage like it's his new dick. I think it's not even a joke anymore. Sometimes I feel like regardless of how excited he is to be out of the cage, it's also making him a little nervous, and part of him wants to get locked into the safety of his chastity. Yeah, I don't think there is going back for either of us. 🤭
December 21, 2024 - 02:11:27So, how do you like this bodysuit? 🤭 It's a little tighter, but I was hoping so would be his cage when he sees me in it. I have no idea how long it's going to last, but I love how I look in it. 😊 Also, the tantric chair turned out to be a fantastic purchase. I am thrilled about the positions we can do on it. I guess it only makes sense that it works better when it's designed about it. But I am continuously surprised at how great it feels. Usually, I just put Luke in a wooden chair and sat on a footstool nearby to get good access to him. And that's great as well, in the end, it's about the fun we have and not about furniture and other stuff, but being able to face him directly and observe his every expression during a session is hot, sexy, and fun. Anyway, it's not that big of a deal, but I like to share things that make me horny or happy, and this is one of them 🥰Anyway, I have some pretty hot plans ahead, so fingers crossed that it will all work out during Christmas, as it can get pretty busy. Last time I ruined his orgasm right into his mouth. I think I could've let go of his dick a few strokes earlier, to ruin him even better. On the other hand, at least I got a pretty big load out of him and it made for a very erotic show from my point of view 😈 But I was curious how horny he is. I know that one orgasm, even more so when ruined isn't going to provide a lasting relief, but it still going to provide some. So I wanted to try it myself, to feel it in the hand how quickly he's going to reach the edge now.Besides, after last time I was feeling devious, but a little less mean. I mean, I won't always push the limits. So, I went for something more sensual and gentle. And I figured nothing like being unlocked for a slow oily handjob, right? 🤭I wanted to tease him, but also make it feel nice. Sure, it will make things more difficult for him in the long run, but at the same time, it should feel rewarding. I want him to crave it, even though he knows it's going to cost him. What I am trying to say, is that I like it when he really lets go of caring about orgasm and future consequences like erotic frustration and just focuses on how good it feels right now. Chastity and horniness are inevitable in our dynamics, but I think it can lead to appreciating the moment, to being more mindful.So that's the thing I am trying to balance. To tease him, to make him crave what he can't have, and to enjoy the moment, because that's the only thing he can safely enjoy. 😈 I think chastity works great for that, by removing any "goal" or endpoint, it makes no sense to dwell on it. Once the orgasm is in the play, it becomes too much of an objective, instead of this sensual, warm, up-and-down feeling. The tension of your body, the excitement of being close to your keyholder. To really feel the erotic energy flowing. It doesn't always work, nor is it always what I want in the session, but sometimes I like to use chastity as a tool to help us focus and experience sexuality from a different perspective. More exploration, fewer objectives. Also, it helps with his performance anxiety. Because when there is no objective other than "let's see how this feels", it's kinda impossible to fail it 🤭As to my findings about his horniness. He was so aroused, I could clearly tell, by feeling him in the hand. But it took a while longer before he got to the edge, compared to before the orgasm, so I will make him simmer for a while, before moving forward with some of my ideas 🤭
December 16, 2024 - 18:39:12Luke has waited long enough, so I prepared something special for him (and me). I wanted him to be horny enough so that he would be looking forward to the ending as well 🤭 Long story short, I wanted to give self-facial another go. I tried this before but I wasn't able to comfortably put his legs far enough. Well, it's one of the reasons I got the tantra chair, because I hoped I could aim his dick right on his face there. It's still not the most comfortable thing, so I edged him in a more relaxed position before we got to the finish. See, I want him to enjoy it ... at least a little bit 🤭The video is a little shorter as it was getting difficult to keep him on the edge. I was afraid he might cum prematurely and for once it would be disappointing 😈 I could've just jerked him off right onto his face, but I didn't want him to cum too quickly, so I can build up a nice snack for him.If he came too fast, the load might be smaller and that would't be fun. I wanted to make him feel like a proper pornstar, tongue out catching the hot cum right into his mouth 🤭 🥵I wanted him to enjoy it a bit more with me, so I decided to ruin his orgasm as well. I can never decide what's more devious, giving him a full orgasm, but shooting it down his throat and making him swallow it with full post-nut clarity, or making him wait weeks for a chance to cum, but then ruining it at the last second, keeping him quite horny, so he doesn't hate the swallowing part that much? It's frustrating either way. The good thing about not knowing what's worse is, that I am equally unsure about what would I prefer. 🤭So I just pick whatever feels right in the moment and be surprised by the result. 🤭When I felt he was ready I told him to curl a bit and get his head under his dick. It was so sexy to hold his dick and aim it at him. I loved that I was controlling where it was going to shoot. I could feel him getting hard in my hand as he was approaching orgasm. Knowing what was about to happen I felt shimmering in the stomach. And then as I felt the first spasm I stopped jerking him, I just kept aiming it. It was so hot to watch him get a cumshot right into his mouth. 🥵 It's not always, but sometimes I get these red maps on my skin when I am really aroused. You can definitely watch me blush all over my chest. It was one of the hottest things I've done, I loved every bit of it. Well, after such a long denial, he's barely empty after one ruined orgasm. I could've emptied his balls into his mouth at least one more time. I was considering it, but I like keeping him horny. I love that he paid the price, and got ropes of cum into his open mouth, but didn't have a proper orgasm and is still beyond horny, even though he swallowed it all as I ordered him. I enjoy the idea that the amount of cum inside his body is the same 🤭 So hot turning him into a horny slut that does anything for me. 😈
December 12, 2024 - 00:14:03I was curious if the pumping made any difference, so I prepared a nice teasing session, to see how hard he’ll get for me. I enjoy jerking him without letting him see me naked. I feel like denying him the view is adding an extra layer of vulnerability. He’s already at my mercy, so adding on the disbalance feels like stacking everything in my favor. In other words, feels just right. 🤭And I like how it teases his imagination as well. After all, his brain is the spot I am trying to reach. Penis and chastity, and all of that are just tools to get there. So anything that makes him think is great, because it keeps him more engaged. I feel like he gets quite a bit of satisfaction, just by watching me nude, so I enjoy taking that away. With the same idea, you can guess if I had panties or not, while sitting on his chest. 😈I have no idea if it’s just a placebo or not, but I think the pump did a good job. He was so hard, his dick was almost bursting. In fact, I had to slap him a few times, because I think he might have been getting a little too excited, and I didn’t want him yet to cum. 🤭 I have a different idea for it, and I want him to be as horny as possible. 😈Anyway, I just wanted to let him out for a while so he could enjoy his precious little erection, before I locked him back in. I find it somewhat funny, that it's me who’s keeping his erections in good shape; let him stretch regularly and even pump him from time to time to give it a little extra boost. 🤭 Because, as for me, not much would have changed if he never got hard again. I know well that I can make him edge and cum completely flaccid. Erections are mostly for penetration, and that doesn’t happen in his case. He’s lucky hard dicks are nice to look at and fun to play with. But most importantly, I would miss to lose the contrast. It think it’s much more mentally and physically impactful when I jerk him until he’s hard and veiny and then cramp him back into his two-inch cage.😈
December 7, 2024 - 00:09:51One topic that periodically resurfaces and I am semi-frequently asked about is the chastity shrinking question. About half the people are frightened by the prospect and the other half is hoping to shrink their dick to oblivion 🤭 By my observation it's mostly a myth, but not completely. Long story short: if you are afraid of irreversibly shrinking your penis, you may relax, or mourn, depending on your fetishes, but it's probably not going to happen. But you may still "enjoy" some of the effects if you are staying caged for long enough and frequently enough 🤭Now, what I am about to say is specific to our circumstances. So it might be different in your case. Luke is frequently unlocked for teasing and playing sessions and has no health conditions or an ill-fitted cage. Now with that out of the way, I'll repeat what I said a few times, but perhaps extend the context a little bit and explain my goals for this session 😈Locking his penis up forever is a unique kind of fun, that I can't imagine living without anymore. But it's hard to have certainty about chastity and its long-term effects. After all, sadly, males are born without chastity cages, so it's difficult to assume anything. Luckily, countless people worldwide have been wearing the cages for decades now, so while all anecdotical, the evidence is piling up. And our own is aligned with the rest.Penis is more of a sponge than a muscle. When I keep Luke locked for prolonged periods, sometimes, but not always, his erection might get a little weaker. Other times it might get rock hard. But there is an element of unpredictability. Last time, I was teasing him out of his mind. When I locked him back up, he was dripping precum through the bars of his cage. But I know from experience, that he can be harder than he was, at least in a few moments. even with the help of the chastity ring. And that's where I think the "myth" is coming from. When you get only 70% or 80% max erection, your penis is naturally smaller. And if you lock it back up without giving it some stretch, you may be able to "stack" this effect to infinity. So I think some people genuinely have their dick shrunk by chastity. It's temporary, very probably. But well, depends on the definition. It's not permanent, but it can be perpetual. And for some, that can be all the same.Also, regardless if you love or dread the idea of shrinking, there is one benefit for everyone. A weaker erection in long-term chastity means better sleeping. Luke is complaining a lot less after a while. Because his penis learns to give up at night. At least that's how I like to explain it 😈. Well, mostly. I got quite a few complaints in the night with some raunchy descriptions of his dreams. 🤭Well, since the effect seems to be caused by a temporary loss of elasticity of what's professionally called a dick-sponge tissue, I figured a while ago, that a penis pump is a great way to reverse any "shrinking". Or better yet improve erection, because I think it's the same thing. And while I administer some pump sessions partly for this reason, that doesn't mean I don't have fun doing it 🤭 There is something devious about making him harder than he ever was, but being unable to touch it. As soon as I release the valve, his dick is back to its regular size, just nicely perfused and very sensitive 😈Yeah, there is a downside to it too. His nocturnal erection will be hell for a couple of days until his dick figure out how to un-learn it again. Aww, too bad. Such a vicious cycle 🤭
December 3, 2024 - 00:42:59One thing that I love and is sometimes hard to capture on camera is any kind of outercourse. I know he would prefer the "inter"course but he knows very well, that that's not happening too often. I used to be a bit ashamed that I didn't like it that much, but my journey to femdom helped me to learn to like myself the way I am with all the different quirks. And not being too big on penetration is certainly one of them. So, rather than feeling apologetic about it, I've embraced it and used it as another tool. I know it's something he would love very much, so it gives me a special kind of power. He's drooling over something I don't really care for all that often. 🤭 It's funny because for me it's the ultimate answer a lot of people have about chastity. "If you lock his dick, what about you?". Some couples are giving cuckolding / hotwifing a shot and that's certainly one answer for that, but my preferred one is just using any other part of his body. 😈 Or at least use it any other way. It's not like his dick doesn't have a purpose. I love that thing. However, I guess I am seeking different qualities than size and shape. I am more interested in his stamina and horniness and sensitivity. 🤭I don't care if it's one inch or eight. After all, I will mostly just use his tongue. And yes I admit, very rarely, but I do crave even regular sex. But if I had to go completely without it, it wouldn't much that much difference to me. Anyway, my point is, I love putting myself into situations where I have all the leverage on him 😈 I can deny him my pussy all I want because I know he's desperate to feel it and I can tease him very closely with it. And the only temptation I have is thinking how much it would blow his mind if I suddenly just push it in. I guess I'll just do it one day, I just hope he won't blow right in as well🤭I had an idea for a position where I would be able to grind his dick against my pussy for a while. I usually just sit on him, because it's been difficult to make it how I imagined. The tantric chair is working exactly as I hoped it would. 🥰 It's big enough that we both fit and the curvature is naturally pushing us together. It was quite hot. 🥵I loved feeling his dick on my pussy, and letting him play with me. It was thrilling giving him easy access like that. Letting him play with me. I enjoy the contrasting experience of being quite easy to reach, letting him play with my clit and slide his dick on my smooth shaved pussy, while simultaneously keeping him denied anything more. 🤭When I was slowly jerking his oiled dick while he was playing with my swollen clit, it felt unsurprisingly intimate. 🥵 But I was amazed at how much I enjoyed the slow teasing of it. It felt quite mutual. More often than not I am just setting a situation where I do all the things, mostly for whim to suffer through. ... Or pleasure through. If that's a thing. 😅 Sometimes the border is a bit blurry. Anyway, I wanted to let him feel close to me, to remind him what's he missing, and be very direct about it by giving him a bit of a wet dick, without feeling my inside. But in the end, I feel the teasing was going a bit both ways. I admit, that I enjoyed the tension. Didn't even tell him to make me cum later, I wanted to hold on to that feeling and stay horny for a while longer. Though I guess it feels different for me when it's a few days and I do it by choice. I wonder if I went for a while how it would affect my keyholding. Would I become more empathetic towards his frustration, or would I just be more horny to see him suffer? 😈 Maybe one day I'll give it a deliberate scientific attempt.
November 27, 2024 - 20:12:08I've recently mentioned, that I needed to downsize my bed, in order to make room. Well, the day finally arrived and I got now piece I wanted for a long time. A tantra chair 😍 I love how it looks, how it feels and even more so what It will allow me to do on it 😏 For years it's been fun to use just what I had. And you can do a lot with just .. well ... bit of space, bed and few chairs. But every now and then I have an idea for a position and I just can't figure out how to bend our bodies to make it work 😄 Anyway, there is a lot of option how to bend somebody 🤭 So yeah, you can tell I am thrilled.Also, I am starting to feel a bit more at home again. Of course there is a lot more to do. And I have another project I would love to have in here. A piece of bdsm furniture. But this is nice 🥰 We already gave it a try today, but I don't think I'll be able to finish editing the video during the weekend. But I have a sexy gallery for you, as I wanted to document myself on the new addition 😘 And I think I don't post pictures quite enough anyway... enjoy them in a way Luke can't, so he's a bit jealous 🤭
November 23, 2024 - 23:47:18You know what's hot? Getting my pussy eaten out while watching him fuck the air in front of him 🤭Before I started playing with chastity I always thought about male horniness as something I need to act upon. Something that's demanding of my attention. Like "look how horny I am, what do you want to do with it". Sometimes it almost felt like an obligation. Well, I am very much enjoying how I can turn it upside down. Just amuse me, with how frustratingly horny you are. Show me how you strain in the cage and show me your rock hard erection, your stiff swollen dick when I let your out 😈... cute... I can let you thrust into nothing for a while, if you want to, but don't let it distract you from eating my pussy, all your future orgasms are depending on it.🤭I have to admit though, sometimes I wonder about the intensity of it. I don't think I've ever been one-fifth as horny as Luke is regularly. I can go for a few days. I think maybe I didn't cum for a week or something like that, once or twice in my life. But after that, I really want to cum, so I just do. Now often with the help of his tongue 🤭 Anyway, it's not like I am envious of him, but after all the edging I gave him, sometimes I am curious where is the line after which waiting and edging isn't worth it. I know I am taking him there regularly. But I wonder how much teasing is necessary before crossing the payoff ratio 🤭Well, luckily I am quite happy to live it through him. Making him desperately horny and being the one causing all those emotions and torment can be quite intense at times and get to enjoy my own conflicting emotions. Interestingly I find it quite erotic. I am well aware of what I am causing and sometimes I feel guilty about enjoying it. So, I just have to "power through it". What helps is knowing he's loving it. But that conflict can be quite arousing, as it gives me a taste of doing something forbidden. 🥵 Something my moral compass is steering me away, but I decide to ignore it, for the sheer pleasure I (we) get out of it. And there is something hot about silencing that alarm.Watching him squirm under me, seeing how swollen his balls and dick are, yet he still does his best about giving me pleasure he can't have, makes cumming on his face an experience I love to live over and over again. 😈 I can only imagine how it feels for him. He sucks on my clit and feels how I am getting close. Right before orgasm, we are probably both equally excited. But I am the only one who gets over the finish line. All he gets is feeling my orgasm on his tongue as the waves of relief are going through my whole body. I don't know how he can manage it, but I am glad he does 🤭
November 19, 2024 - 01:02:25While I made Luke wear the flat cage for multiple days in a row, I think doing so is mostly impractical. However, I still love to play with it. Especially when I am in the mood of making his dick disappear completely. His "big" cage is still at least a nub. Barely bigger than his balls, but it's something, it's a tiny dick, or at least a stump. But with the flat it's just balls, to remind him where his horniness came from and nothing else, no "release valve", nothing to play with. I am sure I am not the only one wishing magic was real, so I could make it disappear and reappear at my wish, but this is as close as I can get. 🤭Anyway, I didn't have many girly sleepovers in my life, so I am not sure what's supposed to happen in there. But according to guys I've been talking to it didn't sounds bad 😈 Lot of lesbo sex, nudity, and perversion. Well, I don't have any lesbian friends, at least not I know of. But then I remember, I can make my pet's dick disappear for a while and that's good enough. If I put Luke into a cute maid costume and some lingerie, he can be my sexy girlfriend for the night 🤭I admit, that could've been just the tiniest bit of excuse on my part why I needed him to be in the maid costume, but I found the idea of having a kinky sleepover with him just pure silly fun. Besides, I think he looks great in it, especially when he's smooth like this and his mouth is wrapped about the silicone cast of his dick 😈 (while the original is flattened in the cage)He still can't get the dick down his throat, but I have to admit, he's getting better at it. He used to gag on the first few inches, but now he's getting a bit deeper. Maybe the maid costume made him channel his inner slut? 🤭 In either case, it's fucking hot to watch, especially since I could see him getting aroused by it as well. I wonder if it was the familiarity or the realisticness that triggered his failed erection attempt 😈 I just love messing with him. While the silicone dick was nicely erect, unlike him, they can both cum about the same 🤭 Which is zero. Better luck next time. Besides, he's well-behaved and wouldn't want to spoil a nice sleepover with something so messy, like having cummies, right? 😈 Oh, and if you noticed that my bed kinda shrunk, it's because I've decided to make space for some other fun stuff I want in my sex/bedroom. I am not saying anything, but I am looking forward to it soon😊
November 14, 2024 - 01:43:13I am just working on a new video for you to enjoy. Editing, writing my notes, and uploading everything will take another day, so I think it should be out on Wednesday evening. To make your waiting more pleasant I've decided to upload a little gallery for you. I think especially those who are currently going through NNN or long lockup sentences will appreciate it. I hope I will make at least few people struggle😈 Well ... I hope the rest will enjoy it as well, but I am expecting a different kind of appreciation 🤭
November 11, 2024 - 19:42:41Sometimes I love to play around, open up his brain, and mess things up. 😄I guess he could have seen it coming, as last time, he was enjoying my lap, getting a very satisfying handjob and even had a full orgasm, that gave him a soft restart. 🤭 Regardless of how strong the orgasm was, I already know from experience with him, that after long denial one orgasm just isn't going to bring the horniness down for a long time. When he's peak horny it's going to take the edge for the day, two at best, which is exactly what I love. I like it when I feel I have him completely wrapped around my finger, that he's holding on to my every word, waiting patiently for anything sexual I am willing to throw him. I really like the feeling that I own him and that I can do whatever I like to him and his dick. Let it be sitting on his face whenever I feel like it, keeping him denied for weeks, keeping him almost pussyfree, giving him mindblowing orgasms or reminding him how tragic his dick is and why keeping it caged is the best use for it 😈It's understandable, but also sort of funny how every guy is so fixated on his dick. Obviously, the evolutionary reasons are going back to the beginning of life. But the side effect of it is that it gives me incredible control tools. When he's locked he understands that he can't do anything, because he doesn't have access to it. I do. But sometimes it's even more sinister to unlock him, place him on the towel roll, to keep him from getting hard. I think the mental connection there is a lot weaker than when he's wearing the cage. He can feel how horny and aroused he is, he can feel every touch, but he still can't get it up, even though there isn't anything visibly preventing him. And there are two options left for him to explain it. He's either a failure and can't show his sexual desire, or he can subconsciously understand that I do it, but that means a hot girl is actively shutting him down and is mocking his dick, rather than having sex. Either way, it's very humiliating and I can see that it always gets to him. 🥵Just imagine being unlocked for this. You are horny, you long for a touch, you want to be out and finally stretch a bit, to show erection, even if you don't cum, just to feel like a man. But then the time comes and you just can't get it up. You watch me jiggling it around, twisting it, and finding all sorts of ways to ridicule it, all while you feel every touch. And it all even feels nice, finally, you feel more than the constraints of the cage, you love my warm hands and the toys I am using, even those few slaps, at least you feel something. It's just rather humiliating you can't get even semi-hard, but if you look past your ego, you kinda like it. Imagine how pathetic you would feel if I kept going and make you cum like this. Just dribbling out of your flaccid worm, while I wasn't even trying to make you cum. How would you try to ever seduce a girl again, trying to convince her you are a man when you would have this memory of me holding your dick, twisting it around, and laughing at you. That's right, you wouldn't. 🤭 See, and that's why I think it's better to just be owned by me because that's the best you can hope for. 😈Now back to the cage, you can have all the erection you can get in there. Nothing is blocking you anymore 😈
November 8, 2024 - 12:03:49Every rollercoaster needs to have ups and downs, to keep being entertaining. After his last "fail" to orgasm with the prostate massager I got a lot of messages about what should happen next, and how I should up the intensity to tease him even harder. And all of that might happen eventually, but I've decided the time is right to give him a nice satisfying release. It's hard to tell where exactly the line is, but it's my responsibility as his keyholder to draw it somewhere. It's easy to get carried away and always push for the next milestone while forgetting the most important part. It should be fun and bring pleasure. Even though kinky people have all different takes on what that is supposed to be 🤭It might not always look like that, but I love bringing him pleasure. It took me a while to accept that I can be mean and selfish, and he will love it. But I think the caring and gentle approach is not only necessary for contrast but more importantly, it's also the real me. It's just not the whole me, but that's exactly what I love about this lifestyle. I can open up to all sides of myself.I had him over today, so I told him to take a shower and locked him into the flat cage. I just wanted to set the mood to spook him a little, because I think a nice surprise feels even better after that. He's been a good boy, so I've decided I want him on my lap. I often call him my pet, so that's also fitting, though I have to admit he's a little big 😄 I loved this position, he's just so defenseless and trusting lying on his back. It makes me feel almost protective 🤭I didn't want to play any extra tricks this time, I just wanted to give him a good time. And no I don't count edging, that's necessary 😄 I think when you are waiting for orgasm for some time you don't want to rush it. Building the tension and getting to the orgasm slowly makes the finish just more intense. His dick was so happy to be let out. He didn't know from the start he would be getting a full orgasm, but I told him after a few edges when it was becoming a little more difficult to guess how close he was. I didn't want him to stop me, which I knew he would. I just wanted him to enjoy the ride to the finish.I could feel he was rock hard. His dick was constantly springing and asking for attention the second I wasn't playing with him 😄 He had to be so damn horny. Haha, well, could it be becasue I did my best to keep him that way? 🤔 Anyway, when he reached the orgasm I think his soul left him for a moment. He came like a firehose 🤭I absolutely loved that. So much cum everywhere. Some of it was on my leg, some flew somewhere on the floor, most of it just shot over his stomach and balls 🤭 I felt like I could feel the relief with him.I know one orgasm isn't going to last very long, but I hope the intensity of this one made it worth the wait 😈
November 4, 2024 - 01:37:07I was contemplating how much I should edit down the video because it was getting long and somewhat repetitive. I usually like to trim it a bit more, so different session highlights are not easy to miss. But some things don't work that great in montage. I always try to capture the essence of my sessions, so I feel like I am inviting you to experience at least part of it with us. And this just wouldn't work if I cut it any shorter. So skip through in case you would be getting bored, I can guarantee that he wasn't getting bored. Though he was getting extremely frustrated by the end of it. But the relentless buzzing on his prostate, over and over and over, him close and closer and then losing it again, that just needs time. Which is kinda aligned with this whole "hobby". There is no rush 🤭 The last time I was sitting on his face I came pretty good, so I've decided to return the favor. Or at least give him a chance. Like I said last time, I just love to mess with him and see what happens if I take one or two things out of the equation. So I pulled Lovense and his lingerie from the drawer and told Luke that he's allowed to cum ... if he can do it like a proper slut, just by prostate massager up his ass 😈I would love to include more anal plays in our sessions and buttplugs and prostate massagers are less overwhelming than some bigger toys, so I am quite a fan of them. I honestly wanted to make him cum, but I really wanted to shift his focus a little bit away from his penis. So, I just decided to keep him locked. Also, now it wasn't up to me if he cum or not 🤭I mean, gave him permission. He just needs to figure out, how to make his body works. Or maybe he wasn't so horny after all? To give him a better chance I gently stroked his caged clit. Unfortunately, there wasn't much he could feel through the bars, apart from a little tickling. Well, sometimes it's all he needs. But this time it just wasn't enough 😈 I could see, he was just a hair away the whole time. I was expecting him to blast my hand at any time ... but he didn't.Now his brain is melted like ice cream on a hot day. But on the brighter side, I had the opportunity and show my character. No, I don't mean mercy 😄 I mean keeping my word. He couldn't cum like my dolled up anal slut, so he didn't cum at all. Keeping a word is also important, right? 😇Seriously though, I don't think I've seen him this desperate, but it ain't my fault he couldn't cum. The prostate massager is certainly doing something. This isn't the first time he failed with a toy up his butt. Which, and this might come as a shocker I know, I am quite ok with 🤭 I mean, I would love to see him cum just from vibrating his ass, but it doesn't happen at least I know why the toy is called Edge 😄
October 30, 2024 - 01:25:45I love the constant cycle of never giving him everything at once. One day, he gets pussy on his dick, but remains caged, other time all he can get is being hard, another time he gets edged but can't cum, or he gets to cum but it's a ruined orgasm, or he gets an orgasm but I keep him flaccid for the experience. 😈 I think it's because I want to feel the passion. I want him to desire things and he never wants anything more than what he can't have. As many of you know, most of the time I am not particularly interested in regular sex, but that doesn't mean I don't want him to crave it badly. I guess it has to do with me. And I am glad I can just say it out loud. I enjoy the attention, being always on his mind, and being always desired. And the more I deny him, the more he loves me for it. 🤭Sometimes I want to see on his face that he would do anything for me while keeping his dick locked. And sometimes I want to see dick telling the same story as I sit on his face 🤭 And today was the day. He didn't have much luck enjoying his erection lately, so I thought it would be rewarding to give him a little stretch. And knowing how his erections might get a little unpredictable after being caged for longer perion without interuption I've decided to keep the cage ring on. I love how it makes him not completely free of chastity, as he still have the familiar grip around his dick. And it double down as cockring. As soon as I removed the cage his dick was begging for attention. 😈 Haha, seems like I didn't need to worry about him not getting hard. I guess my ass and pussy in the face might've helped a bit as well. Well, it was too late to remove the ring anyway, so I kept it on. At least I've enjoyed view on one really rock-hard dick. Eventually, it got more normal, but I liked how happy he was to be let out of the cage. I don't want him to get used to being caged too much. The struggle is half the fun for me 🤭So when I see him hard like that I am reminded how he must feel the whole time, except nobody can see it. That's so hot to me. The invisible nature of chastity is probably one of its most devious features. I am so glad to get physical proof of his frustration, so I can better imagine what's going on in his head. 😇My original plan was to tease and edge him, while he will lick my pussy. To give him a nice sensation on his tongue and on his dick at the same time. It sort of worked ... at least for a while, but it felt too good, so I kinda forgot to pay him too much attention. 😅 I can't imagine ever having to worry about that. It feels so good to just focus on myself. Knowing he's loving it and he's happy to let his dick go neglected so I can cum, is actually what's making it possible for me at all. Not having to worry if I am doing this or that right. I could just look at his dick and be sure he's excited to surrender all of his orgasms to me, so I can enjoy having a better one. 🥵 And I sure did. I came on his face like I was the one going through locktober, which is pure fantasy as I wouldn't last a week honestly. And of course, it wouldn't be Luke if he didn't at least give me a few extra clit-licks as a revenge for all those post-orgasm plays, which earned him a dick-slap. But I enjoy knowing he's in a playful mood after the session because sometimes chastity can get really quite frustrating, especially when you are giving somebody an orgasm you can't have. 😈
October 25, 2024 - 01:14:16Recently I made Luke take a video from his perspective and it seems like many of you like it. I have to say, it's a fresh view for me as well, so I've decided to give it another go. However, our current setup has a few issues, the microphone is attached to the camera with a basic mount, so it's picking up quite a bit of noise and vibrations through the chassis. I think I'll need to figure out some dampening, or perhaps place the microphone elsewhere because that's the one thing I don't like about it. Otherwise, I quite enjoy watching the scene through his eyes. It won't work for every session, but today's was really nice and I think you'll appreciate feeling a little closer to me 😈 Luke certainly did.One thing I really love about being into femdom is, how I can just drop any expected roles and be ... well, just me. Everyone has a character, or multiple of them, to play. Nothing wrong with that, that's just how it all works. But occasionally, it is so liberating to drop all of it, open the floodgate, and look at everything hiding beneath the surface.How does it relate? Well, it's not every girl, but I know a lot of us are quite aware when a guy's having a crush on us. Let it be the stares, or the sneaky small talk, or "unexpected" interest when you wear something more revealing than usual. And that's when the flirt dance usually begins. I know exactly what you want, but I pretend like I have no clue. Well, it's not like that at all anymore. 😈 I know very well what Luke wants and I very happy to tell him that he's not getting it. Yes, he's submissive and he's very aroused by the denial, but of course, he would love to get a little bit of pussy on his dick as well. Too bad, because I feel like just teasing the soul of this fool, and for extra spice, I enjoy telling him all about his fate 🤭Since the camera is Luke's point of view, let's make the rest of it as well. Imagine you are laying on a bed and I am sitting on top of you. Over the three years, you had been inside me three times (I think, you care a lot more than I do), but one of them was just a single thrust. 🤭 You are stripped down to your cage as I told you before. I climb on top of you and start to grind your caged dick with my pussy. I know you would do anything to fuck me. Which is hilarious, because all I want from you is obedience, trust, and near-complete denial. I love you horny and wanting. I want you to crave me so bad! Would you like this? Am I making you horny? Of course, I am. I can see how desperate you are looking. I know you would love to get unlocked and stick your dick inside me. Imagine the warmth, the slick wetness. Imagine how I would be gripping you with my pussy, as I am getting more and more aroused myself. Hmm, too bad I am not going to give you any of this 😈 You are my chaste pussy-free pet. You don't deserve this. Since I told you we're exclusive, this is the only dick I can fuck anytime I want and I still don't. How do you like that, that I prefer my toys over your dick 🤭Aww, is rejection making you strain in your cage? Well, that's kinda cute and pathetic. You know I love it. Well, how about I give you a little taste after all? No, I am not unlocking you silly. But I can push the cage a little bit inside me. I know you won't feel much, but some juice will get through the chastity holes on your skin, so I think you should count it as sex because I am not sure you'll get closer anytime soon. 😇
October 21, 2024 - 23:26:49Apparently, the ruined orgasm last time didn't help much with making him less horny for long. Especially the part where I made him clean the cum off me. Funny thing how it works. Every time I make him clean up the cum, he hates it. He still does it, because he's an obedient little pet, but he certainly doesn't enjoy it. It's one of those things that's hot when we chat about it, but then when it's time to stick out the tongue and feel the warm, salty, sticky viscous semen texture it's suddenly a bit more difficult to be the slut you were claiming to be 🤭 The ruined orgasm still creates a little dip in horniness, not so much like a full orgasm, but still enough to disperse the fog of arousal and let him think for a second what's he doing. Of course, that's the fun part, as I can see the hint of regret and still make him do it. And his brain knows very well that he's humiliating himself in front of a girl, he should be trying to seduce and fuck. He's genetically programmed for millennia that he should be pinning me down for some hard fuck, but instead, he's kneeling in front of me, slurping cum and waiting to be relocked in chastity 😈I'll get to how it is relevant to today's session very quickly. Well maybe not that quickly, but I'll get there. 😅 The point is, that ever since I started discovering sexuality from a little alternative point of view, it never ceases to amaze me how it works. My own included, though, it's sometimes hard to self-analyse. Why doing things that are in direct opposition to our evolutionary goals are so fucking hot? And why there are things that are so damn sexy in memory, but not so much in the moment. At least for one of us 🤭 I do not know, but for example, I find boys with vasectomy very arousing. Even more so if they would be into chastity. How does interest in caged and sterile guys make any evolutionary sense? 😅 Luckily my pussy doesn't need the answers to get wet.Well, anyway, I am not snipping Luke, as that's rather too irreversible and not for me to decide. But I still love to screw up with my most precious toy in different ways. And not letting him get hard is one of them. 😈 I love how he's focused on his penis. I mean every guy is. That's why it's so sexy to make it not work as intended. When he's locked in chastity, he can at least see the cage and be reminded that I own his dick and that's why it can't do anything. But when I play with him and use the towel method, it's like his completely impotent. He can feel, he can edge and he even had to stop me once because he was afraid he might have cum. But there is no way for him to get hard. And I think his brain just can't process that. He can see with his own eyes that there isn't any cage preventing him. He's horny, yet his dick is just harmlessly flopping around. I think that's sort of scary, even if he rationally knows exactly why is that happening, that the towels are just blocking the "flow". It's just temporary impotence and there are a few things scarier for guys than their dick not working. Which makes sense, it's hard to push rope into something 🤭And for some reason, that kind of scary is irresistible for us both. 🥵And I think that's also the reason why we both loved the friendzone I've been keeping him in. And while we moved a little past that, I still don't call him my boyfriend and I don't know I ever will. I like that feeling of being a little unobtainable. I love to remind him, that being with me means kneeling and licking cum, staying in chastity and when I feel mean and horny even edging can be done with a flaccid dick. 😈 And to drive the point home I relocked him into the flat cage, to make his dick gone for a while, to make him wonder about how much I need that thing and what it means for his future 😈
October 18, 2024 - 00:02:43I know it's locktober, but since I keep Luke locked every month all year long I wanted to throw in something special. Even more so knowing that there are people watching us. I know I mentioned it a few times, but I find the whole concept of exhibitioning very erotic. It's just an extra layer on top of an already very thrilling experience. I get to explore things I never even anticipated possible. I can be kind or mean, order him to make me cum, and I get to enjoy the feel of owning his dick and being worshipped like a princess. And I love embracing the thrill of gently exposing ourselves while doing so. It would be an equally valid approach to just "ignore" people on the other side of the camera. But I would find it a missed opportunity. 😊 It's just hot knowing that there are other people living the excitement with us and to witnesses his humiliation, which is exactly what I had in mind for this session. Humiliation 😈I love to mix things together, so even he can't decide if I was mean or nice to him. For me, sessions when I put him through something difficult and humiliating as well as something pleasurable are most fun. I genuinely enjoy making him feel good. I am not (completely) ice cold 🤭 I am happy when he's horny and moaning when I can feel his excitement. It's hot, but it also puts me in control. Because I enjoy being the one deciding how much pleasure he's going to get. And then when it's time for something more devious, things that he's hesitant about, it's very rewarding to watch him trying to please me. 😇That's the appeal of humiliation for me. I kept him very horny for a while, planning this event. I wanted to ruin him all over my tits. I was contemplating making him lick it off my bare chest, but then decided it would be more entertaining to just let him cum on me clothed and then make him clean it off the clothes. 😈 I wanted to feel more in control and this gave it another layer of separation. For the same reason, I tied his hands behind his back. I know he loves to play with his nipples. Well, I still wanted to give him some sensation, so I used nipple clamps, but I wanted to make it a little awkward for him, to make him feel like he was just my toy in this scenario. Doing anything I want. 😊I brought him close a couple of times, but he was too horny, so I knew he wouldn't last that long. So when I felt he was ready to blow I stopped jerking him and made him ruin all over myself 😈 I wonder if I was actually nice this time by giving him ruined. He's way more reluctant to clean up after himself when I give him full. Not that this was entirely easy. Cum cleaning is one of the things when I feel he's really humiliated and not like "Please don't make me do it (but actually do) 🤭 Haha, now that I think about it, that's brilliant. If the condition is to clean it, then he's just fucked in any case. Of course for the fact alone, that he's licking cum. But besides that, if I give him full orgasm he's likely going to gag, but the other option is not even having a real orgasm, but still mouth full of semen. I just realized it when I was writing down this journal. That's knowledge I am going to use for sure 😈 And of course, he's back in the cage. But I needed to make him go to shower first because the oil made the cage slip a bit. Well, and to be fair I needed a shower as well, as I was in clothes drenched with cum and saliva 🤭
October 14, 2024 - 00:32:33Last time I didn't unlock him, so I figured let's see how excited he's going to be, to be let out of the cage. Lately, I've been keeping him locked more than usual and have enjoyed teasing him about it. Every time I remind him, that I could go without those ten minutes or so, he's been allowed in my pussy during the last two years, he's trying to look horrified, but I can clearly tell he's excited. I love the ironic nature of chastity. The more horny he is, the more likely he's to be aroused by me extending his lockup, or threatening with making it permanent. 😈 Of course, that's just a game. I can't imagine how it would work, (I assume it wouldn't very well), and I would probably get bored sooner than later. But that doesn't mean I can't make it FEEL like an eternity especially when I do my best to overstimulate him, right before locking him back up. 😈Recently I was speaking with somebody who mentioned his mistress makes him go long periods without orgasm or pussy, then there are periods when he gets it more frequently and then it changes again. And I've realized, that's something I've been striving for. It's like cooking, it's better to have chunks and texture, or it will be dull, no matter what ingredients you have. You blend it too well and it's a boring goo. In this case, he's been locked quite recently, so It's time to bite a chunk of erection, to make it more interesting 🤭And throw in some dick slaps for extra heat 🥵Sometimes I film my session a little from afar because I want to capture everything that's happening. I am considering buying a second camera, so I could switch to closeup shots. It would make the editing a bit more demanding, but I think it might looks pretty nice. Anyway, until I do it, I have to choose the filming distance. One way to make it more interesting and bring you all a little closer is to put the camera into Luke's hands. I love how it looks. It's like watching through his eyes. I've been hoping to make it a little more immersive, to spark the imagination of how it actually feels like 🤭I think this month especially is a great time to push a teasing video like this since lot of people who were flirting with chastity are trying it for the first time, or decided to go for a more serious lockup. I purposefully left the cage ring on, so it works like a cock ring and gives his dick a much needed stretch. I bet a lot of you are going to get a little tight and jealous. Am I right? How many just adjusted your cage 😈 Haha, just watch my hands as they slide over his hard dick. It's incredible what can fit into such a small cage 🤭Anyway, I want him really horny for an idea I have in mind. But today wasn't the day. I just wanted to tease him (and everybody else watching it 😈) I wonder how much more he's going to take. Well, I mean, what's he going to do, when he can't anymore? That's right, nothing. The cage stays on. Maybe he can leak in his cage, but that's about it. And oh my god, I can't even describe the humiliation if he ever spontaneously leaked through the cage. I would seriously love that. But I can only hope ... and maybe help a little 😇
October 10, 2024 - 23:30:45Since Luke has it a bit further to my place, I've decided to give him the option to stay the night. And I know it might now be a big deal for many people, and it's not like it's the first time either. Though it's is the first time in here. After years of living alone, I am somewhat afraid of sharing a space with somebody. Usually, we just hang out, talk, go grab a snack or something, I invite him for some sexy play, and then he showers and leaves. I loved the time and space I had for myself, but I also realized that this probably isn't how I want to live for the rest of my life. And he's proving time and time again, that I do enjoy his company way beyond just sex and dominance.Anyway, as I mentioned in my last post the last few weeks has been demanding on time. And while I found time for some play together, it's been a little lacking. Usually, I am more chatty and tease him through the day, with messages and occasional pictures, to make him strain. And I love getting back pictures from random places of him showing me, how I made him leak 🤭So when I finally got a free evening I invited him for dinner to have some nice time. And while yes, I usually like to be invited, I like to occasionally enjoy taking the initiative. Because when I am spoiled I like to feel it's because I am worth it, not because I am depending on somebody. Anyway, being direct with what I want is something I enjoy in more than one way. 😄Of course, him spending night had a catch. Well, what doesn't with me 🤭 I told him upfront, that I won't be unlocking him for the whole time he'll be here. I kinda wanted to see If he's ready to spend the night with me there, locked, keeping his hand to himself. And I kinda wanted to tease him as well. Ever since I gave him the extra ruined, he's way much hornier. So why not keep it up. (Or down, well, since that's where his caged dick is pointing)He was so sure he won't have issues behaving, that I almost wished for him to struggle. I know it could mean a worse sleep for me, but the evening was good and I felt like a major tease. 😈So when we got back, I changed a bit. He was staring at my cleavage the whole evening, so I most notably lost a bra and decided to give his hand something to play with. 🤭 I wanted him to enjoy them to the fullest, to feel them, squeeze them .. pinch them. Anything he wanted. I wanted him to dream about them. Because once I was done, it was hands off 😈 I don't want to hear any sighs, no sneaky attempts. Just good and relaxing sleep. I was thinking about masturbating before going to sleep and ordering him, to pretend he was already asleep. But I didn't want to break him completely in one go 🤭Since I am writng this with a little bit of delay, I am pleased to say, that I stood true to my word and he came and left caged. I had to slap his hand one time, but he mostly managed to be frustrated in silence. Good 😈 Btw I wonder what's meaner, wearing the key, always reminding you how close it is, or not wearing the key, showing how I don't even need it at hand, because that's how much I don't plan on using it? 🤭
October 5, 2024 - 00:29:59Bit of an update: I was planning to release a video today, but unfortunately, I am not done with the editing, so it will have to wait a day longer. It's been a demanding couple of weeks and I am very grateful to you all for being so supportive and understanding. 🥰 Fortunately, I am starting to see an end to it, so things will get a bit more regular soon. I am still playing with Luke as that's something I really want to make time for. Besides, I think he might really go crazy if I just left him locked 🤭 Seriously though, that would be no fun and I was close to giving him a short chastity break, because I think it would be better than being locked without the proper attention. The thing is, I would really hate to do it. I know it's likely inevitable one day, but I'll do anything in my power to avoid it. I can be a bit competitive, especially when I am competing with my own achievement 😄So, no easy escape here. Anyway, to make the waiting nicer and update more interesting, how do you like my blanket dress? Or maybe a blanket skirt is better? It was a bit chilly, so I think I'll go with the longer variant. And to those of you in the early days of Locktober: Just imagine burying your head in between them for a nice, relaxing cuddle 🤭
October 3, 2024 - 23:31:31Not every time Luke needs to be unlocked. I often play with him and tease him, because it's fun to us both. And I genuinely love making him desperate for me. But one of the reasons why I enjoy it is because it's making him very obedient and happy to please me. Well, ever since I started taking a leading role in sex I am less shy to say, or order, what I want and when. So there have to be times, when all this obedience comes to fruition 😈 so I could enjoy the sweet imbalance of me getting everything and him staying locked up, horny, and frustrated to another day.Since there was more room to play I wanted to try standing above him, while I held his head and made him eat me out. I did that before, but in my previous place it was all a little cramped. Most of our sessions were and likely still will be laying or sitting, but I want to try something different occasionally. Not to mention I wanted to have a tripod with a camera somewhere as well. I really loved how I could stand behind him and grab him by the neck or his balls. I love how tight they feel when he's locked and I grab his sack. 😈 I can almost feel the frustration.I placed the camera low on the floor, so you could better imagine how it would feel in his place. I know there are lot of you locked and and perhaps participating in soon in Locktober, so I think a nice image like that will be a nice start to the journey. 😈 I don't think we'll be participating as Luke is locked all the time anyway. But I will try to make it as difficult as I can for the rest of you 🤭Anyway, I loved standing over him. I am pretty tall, so it's not like I am struggling with my height. But it just feels hot to make him kneel and eat me out. Watching him from above while holding his head makes me want to grab him so hard. I really wish I had a dick, I would just fuck his mouth. Something about towering over him like that makes it feel so natural. Unfortunately, my lady parts need more gentle handling, so I allowed him to change the position a bit, so he could reach me better. 🤭He became really good with his tongue. When I'll have a free weekend I might even consider letting him stay a couple of days. I love the idea of having his mouth at my disposal any time of the day and night. I think I would wake him up to eat me, not just for the orgasm but also for the hot memory, so we both feel how much he's owned by me. 😈 I wonder if they make adult adult-sized pet bed bed 🤭 as that would be a super cute addition. Anyway, as always I am wandering a little off 😅 He got me pretty close, but in the end, I had to lie down. I think I would've reached orgasm even while standing if I tried for long enough, but it would certainly be more complicated, so I just told him to crawl over instead. It was so sexy, to feel his tongue working my clit. To feel when everything in my body contracts right before erupting into orgasm. I can't stop thinking how it must feel to give somebody an orgasm while you can't have one. Not just not have one, that happened to me many times before. But are actively denied having one, even if you easily could. If I ever get brave enough, I might try it once, just so I know what I am putting him through. But till then I am going to shamelessly enjoy cumming on his tongue twenty times more than he has even the ruined orgasm 😈
September 30, 2024 - 01:14:37I wonder if I've been wrong about the amount of release I gave him. I guess, to figure that out, I need to state my goals. Which are to keep him horny, brain tuned to static noise, devoted and obedient. I love it when he's my mindless toy, ready to be teased, used, and humiliated. 😈 I always thought that teasing and denial were the way, the more the better. Giving him a lot of sexy attention, but not giving him much relief to keep him at the peak of mt. Horny 😄 Way back, when we were basically just starting I was keeping him horny and frustrated by giving him a ruined orgasm "diet" for months on end. And I loved it. Though I switched it up, because everything became stale with too much repetition. I think the element of unpredictability is key to keeping him always on his toes, because he never know how much his behaviour influence his chances to orgasm. And I am not telling, maybe it does, maybe it's all set. Of course I mean his positive behaviour, you can guess if he misbehave how it goes 😈Anyway, I wonder where actually is the perfect amount of relief. Because sometimes I feel that he's only hornier when I give him some. Last time he got ruined and I know that taste of "almost having orgasm" is beyond frustrating. But I still thought, that letting him drip some cum, is better than none at all. But I am not so sure about it. I wonder if the best approach is letting him have a full orgasm rarely, but with little bit more ruined in between. 🤔 I have no clue if that's correct, but I think odd ruined orgasm is making his frustration drop briefly, like hours brief, but then spike for days after. And I feel it's more than just a tease and denial session. Which is fantastic, if that's the case. I kinda love playing with the cum, I love making him eat it and I just as much enjoy watching it just pleasurelessly drip on the floor. 😈Well, I guess one way to find out. Of course I am not going to give him two ruined in a row. That's not what I mean by more frequent, not that frequent. 🤭 This time I was just interested in teasing him and trying to figure out, what option I have in the new room I didn't have before. Because as you'll see I can now place the camera in different places. The room is still almost empty, but I have a bed and that's a good start. Besides chastity boys don't need that much to have their mind blown 😈 Just a little bit of soft hands, or dick slaps if they think they are funny by biting my ass 😈Well, I have my own ways to be funny. For example jerking him off inches away from my bare pussy and using his precum to lube my clit. 😈 I think I'll share this video with him, so he can play it on repeat and think how close he was, while he's safely locked back. I never thought it would be so fun, but restricting his porn access and occasionally sending him our videos after the session is over is fantastic. Especially his whimpering in my messages later when he had all the time to think about what was happening and recall how it felt. How it was being unlocked, how I was grabbing his dick and slapping it on my pussy ... and all he can do while reliving it is tugging on the cage and being desperate in the messages 🤭Ever since we started filming our sessions I've felt in love with the process. It's a fun hobby, I enjoy the technical side of it and I am thrilled about the idea of building an archive of memories. Especially since they are complemented with my unsorted thoughts and horny rambling 😅 But one almost accidental advantage of filming our sessions is that it naturally extend the time we play beyond it. No matter if I send it to him or not. It's making his brain melt either way. He either has to make his brain work on overdrive wondering how it looks, or tease his dick looking at it 🤭
September 24, 2024 - 23:39:50I hadn't yet unpacked all my lights and video equipment. But I got some smaller light panels, that are giving decent light for more closeup shots, which is what I have planned for today. 😊 I am very excited about how things are starting to shape. And not just look. I've just had my first "real" session with Luke in my new place and the increase in space is fantastic. While the room is "only" about one-third bigger than my previous one, those few feet in all directions are making things so much easier. Also, my previous bed was part of the apartment equipment, so I bought a smaller one, which helped too. I know it's not that deep, but I really love it. And I can't wait to make some improvements that wouldn't be possible before. No time frame and no spoilers, you'll have to wait and see 😊I was checking how often I let Luke out for any kind of relief. Doesn't matter if it's frustrating or not. Caged, ruined, post-orgasm play, just any time cum leaves his dick. And I've found that I am rather consistently letting him wait quite long. Well, that's not necessarily a bad thing, as I like him desperate and horny. But it's the predictability of it, that bothers me a little. If I always wait weeks before letting him cum in any way, it's basically shutting off the possibility in his mind that it could happen sooner. And I don't like that. A big part of the edging sessions is making him guess if he's going to cum or not. If he can be sure it's not going to happen, it gets less entertaining. I wouldn't say exactly boring, as I hope it's hard to be bored with me, but I think the angst is missing. 😈So, while it isn't so long since I drained him to a last drop with the post-orgasm play, I've decided to surprise him with another cumshot. Well, I didn't want to give him everything right away, so I knew I'd be ruining it, but I was sure he wasn't expecting even that. 🤭I started with a nice little handjob and then added massage oil, to make it more hot and slippery. I really wanted him to enjoy it till the disappointing finish. 😈 I loved building it up edge by edge, knowing well, that by the end of it, he'll be more watching his penis cum, rather than feeling it. Of course, that's going to make him very frustrated and he'll remain just as horny, if not more, than before. But who knows, if I gave him ruined so "soon", maybe next time I'll give him a full as well. Or maybe my plans are interrupting long denial sentences with some ruined orgasms in between. Well, I am not saying. Maybe some of it is the truth. 🤭Anyway, I've enjoyed watching him leak the massive spurt on the floor. Shame he didn't feel much of it. I bet it would've felt so good after so many edges today, but I didn't feel like giving it another five strokes. 😈 I love knowing that's all it would take. Well, he's lucky enough that I let any cum leave his dick at all. 🤭Though the funny thing is, that this frustration might be nothing compared to the one, he's going to feel when I lock him back after a session like this next time when he'll have to wonder the whole time, if "this is the time" 😈
September 19, 2024 - 23:45:30I have a non-serious update about things happening in my life. I wanted to say it right in the first sentence because I hate when people go half an hour about how they need to talk to you and then it's something completely benign. 😄 To keep it short. I've moved. As I am officially no longer a student the time when I couldn't stay at my student apartment was approaching rather fast. So I had to look for a new place. Well, I found one and have most of my things here already, but as you can see it will need a lot of work as I have just a bed and a few boxes with my stuff. 😄 However the place is larger and more private, so I am very excited. Hopefully, I won't be getting too many visitors in here, as I plan on getting some "unusual" furniture 😈 No spoilers here. Nothing changed between Luke and me, because of this. It's a little further away from his place now, but I have more room, so I'll let him sleep over more often and see how it goes from there 😊 My video schedule might be a little irregular for the next couple of weeks, but since it's something that always kept me sane, you can be sure that I'll find time for that. Besides, if I didn't, Luke would be singing songs under my window real fast, as I am his only hope for any relief 😄 Though as he helped me move, I paid him in titties and while that's no release, he looked pretty happy about that 🤭 Anyway, that's all. Enjoy my titty drop as the very first thing I shot in this new place. 😊 The next few vids from our session will probably have a bit of a barren background, but it will soon get nicer as I think creating a nice atmosphere is essential for sexy play. Also, since it's a bigger room I can put the camera further and capture things from angles that wouldn't be possible before. Can't wait to have it done 😊 It's something I've been silent about, but I've been looking forward for a long time.
September 16, 2024 - 00:23:55Luke has been such a good boy lately and I’ve been denying him for long enough. But I just can’t help myself; whenever I think about letting him cum I wonder if I could push him further or if there is anything I could do to make it idk🤷♀️… different, more special, fun, or frustrating. That’s why I am so fond of ruined orgasms, but they can be quite frustrating, especially after such a long time caged when he’s so looking for any kind of relief… I wonder if more people feel this way, that it always feels wasteful to “just” let him cum. I am not sure if it would blow his mind or disappoint him if I simply pulled out his dick and jerked him off. I guess it depends on everything else. If it didn’t feel low effort I think he would likely enjoy it. But it’s equally possible he’s so used to my mischiefs that he would miss it if I gave him regular orgasms without some spiciness. 🤭 In any case, I felt like I didn't want to risk it. For his sake, obviously. Not because it’s ten times more entertaining for me. I still wanted to give him a nice full orgasm, so I had to figure out something to give it more oomph. And I think I did it well. 🤭 I’ve decided that I don’t want to rush anything, so I gave him a nice, slow handjob with quite a few edges to build his appetite. I wanted him on the brink of a meltdown. I was trying to keep him on the very edge as long as I could without making him accidentally dribble prematurely. When I felt I couldn’t tell precisely how close he was, I decided it was time to make him shoot. I gave him a nice and fully satisfying orgasm. I love feeling him so hard and throbbing in my hand. Feeling each orgasmic spasm. So hot! 🥵 And then I didn’t stop. I’ve decided it doesn’t have to be about what I do with his orgasm, but perhaps what I do after it. And what a rodeo 😁 I thought I wouldn’t even stay on top of him. I kept rubbing his overly sensitive dick until I felt he was going to lose his mind, His penis was shriveling in my hands, but it did nothing to make it less intense.😈 Post-orgasm play is so devious and hilarious. I am sure he enjoyed the orgasm I gave him. But it didn’t last long. Then it was my turn, and I was crying with laughter. Haha, poor Luke, but I sincerely loved it. And I am pretty sure, he did too, even if his immediate words were a little bit different 🤭
September 12, 2024 - 23:05:40As you can expect, Luke has just been glowing these last few days, ever since I let him fuck me. I find it quite adorable. I would never expect it, as sad eyes would never work on me, and he would have zero chance at pity fuck. But I have to say, this cheerful enthusiasm is his best shot for me to do it again. He’s been so attentive that I think he’s trying my own tricks to build up a positive association. I'm not sure if that’s going to work, but the attention was very pleasurable, so I'll take it, and I am happy he enjoyed it, because it might be a while before he'll get some pussy again. And I don't mean on his face. 🤭 Anyway, the pussy hunger is only going to get stronger. Even more so, that I didn't let him cum. Sometimes I regret that I am not on birth control, so I can't let him pump me, only to feed it to him right away back. 😈 Anyway, I am horny, and I am sidetracking as always deeper into my perverted fantasies instead of getting into what made me aroused a while ago 😄 For a while now, I couldn't wait to figure out something with the cloned dick we made earlier. It was hot, making him watch me fuck it, but I've decided I want to be the one watching today. He isn't trained enough to take it from behind, though I hope we will get there eventually. The prostate massager nearly made him go insane, so I think he's more willing to give it another go. Luckily, there are other things I like to watch. For example, one guy passionately blowing another off, especially when his own dick is locked away. Shame gays aren't filming more of it, as I could watch it all day long 🤭 Anyway, I've decided that I have to do it myself. I have a small collection of dildos, so I wanted to give them all a taste before going for his own. 😈 I love how realistic (obviously why) the dildo is looking. There isn't anything like it, I could easily buy. So I handcuffed his hands... haha, the boobgrab caught me off guard. And I love how clearly amused and satisfied he was with himself. 😂 Guys are really simple creatures, in the best way possible. Why is it so hot to lock his dick and watch him blow another?I think I like the unevenness of it. Training him to give pleasure he would love to get, but can't. His own dick completely flattened out, only to make him open mouth and stuff it with dick thicker and bigger than he ever had. Not to mention compared to its current size 🤭 Watching him blow all the dick was just hot. I loved how his body was attempting erection the most when I just left him to show me how good of a cock sucker he is. It’s like he got aroused by the idea that it’s not just me making him suck it. It’s him who want it. I am simply opening the possibilities to be the denial slut he was always destined to be. It's a shame I don't have a real one. I would really love to see it at least once. But the cloned dick came pretty close. And I loved how it looked on me. 😈 It would be hilarious if I got more sex with his cloned dick than he did with the original. I love how he was giving me a show performed on his own dick, that was preserved to the smallest details. Well, except one. The clone is bigger than him, because I made it inside of a vacuum pump. This penis doesn't exist, yet he knows it down to every vein. I wonder how it feels, being so horny, trying to pleasure yourself. Dick you are so familiar with is attached to somebody else, and all you have is a flat cage. It's almost like I stole it for myself. Too bad, I don't plan on giving it back 😈
September 7, 2024 - 23:51:27So I finally let him fuck me again 😄 I had this idea planned for a while now, but I wanted to tease him out of his mind first, to make him think it's never going to happen. Well, it did. And this time, I had no other tricks for him, except I didn't let him cum, that would be too soon, and I think the reward was enough on its own. So, no numbing condoms, or giving him one thrust only 🤭Just his bare dick, so he can really feel all of it. It's been way too long, and I don't want him to forget how soft, warm, slick, and overwhelming feeling it can be. Not just physically, but mentally knowing you are inside another person. As close as you can really be. I know I am taking a little bit of risk here, letting him go without a condom, especially since I am keeping him very horny all the time. But since it's not happening too often, I just wanted to feel his bare skin in me. Besides, I wanted him to feel like there would be consequences to him cumming. Maybe next time I give him a condom and let him cum, maybe I don't. I think he was trying to hold back and not push it for the very far end of the edge, as I know he can get harder than this. Maybe if he knew he could cum, or if the stakes weren't so high, he wouldn't be afraid. Well, but that wouldn't be me 🤭 I kinda liked how he was awkward about it. I wanted to see how intimidated he was by the idea of having sex again. If he would be worried about having performance issues, I am sure his mind had to be racing when he would get another opportunity... Aww, poor little toy boy. I just love it; it's adorable when he's worried about being enough or providing a good dick for me. Like he doesn't realize that it doesn't matter. When I want to be satisfied I want his tongue, not dick. This is just a spice and a little bit of fun. I am not saying it doesn't feel good. I've enjoyed it. But I wasn't anywhere near cumming. This is both a reward for being such a nice sub for me, so I wanted to give him something special and to remind him how it feels like, so I can use it to tease him about it later. 😈 Anyway, my idea was to mix both previous sessions. When I was sitting on him and when he was behind me. I wanted to implant ideas into his mind, so he could dream about it, before giving it to him for real and hopefully surpass everything he was imagining it would be like 🤭 To be completely honest I was thinking I would ride him a little longer, but I think I like it from behind better, so I moved to that. Besides, while his dick isn't necessarily small, there isn't much of a penis to spare, so I better use all of it. 🤭 And I love how it feels more raw, just pure fucking from behind, the ass slapping when I thrust against him, the jiggle ... as far as regular fucking goes, this is my favorite. Oh, and as a bonus, I think my tits look great as they swing 😄Fact I only realized when I saw myself on camera. Well, I hope you've enjoyed the rare occurrence with us. I think I gave him something to remember 😈
September 2, 2024 - 21:47:29I felt like I wanted to continue with what I started last time. 😈 Last time, I was sitting on him, making him imagine how it would feel if I was riding him. To make him feel my weight pushing him into the mattress. The sloppy sound my oiled hands were making while he was mostly just there, unable to move much, taking what I had for him. I love this position as it puts me in more control. But there is one I like just as much and it's pretty much the complete opposite. When the guy is behind me. I like the contrast of letting him feel he has some control while simultaneously he doesn't have almost any, as I completely control the situation. He's like a living fuck machine. He's just there to have his dick ready so I can bounce back on it as I please. 🤭 Of course, in this case, his dick is just getting squished by my ass instead. And as he later told me, his balls as well. Oops, while I usually am not too much into that, I don't mind some ball slaps when they happen 😈 So, when I unlocked him I gave him instructions on how I wanted to oil my ass, so he can slide better. I picked this position for two reasons. First I wanted to make him feel like he was really going to fuck me. Let him grab my hips, make him spank me (haha he's too scared of doing that), feel the thrusts, hear the ass smacking when two bodies collide... just to remind him the raw difference between wimpy handjob he's getting most of the time and fucking. Well, almost fucking. 😇 The second reason is, that I think I have a pretty nice ass and I am not showing that enough. I told you I am somewhat exhibitionistic. I guess if I wasn't I would be running this page. I know you all love my tits, and I am always very excited to be naked in front of a camera to show my boobs to the world. It's mostly a space limitation, as I can't always put a camera where I would want it, but I think my ass isn't bad either. Just look at his hands when he squeezes it, how silky and soft it look. I bet there would be some volunteer faces for me to sit on 😈 I was contemplating wearing panties, so he couldn't see much. But I've decided that it would be even hotter to have his dick right next to me, to let him feel how horny his humiliation is making me. To let him touch me and see my bare pussy, just ready to fuck. And to make him realize how desperately obedient he actually is when his dick is sliding in between my oiled cheeks rather than a little lower 🤭 ... the lack of panties gave him a better view for sure, on the other hand, the lack of friction didn't make him feel much. The funny thing is, that even though he knows there won't be any orgasm, not even a pitty ruined one, it's only going to make it worse and he's going to regret not stopping sooner, he just can't get enough of it. I guess the male brain just can't comprehend some things when excited. When I was pushing him away, he just tried to linger at least a tiny bit longer. Haha, poor pathetic toy of mine 😂 Now he's sending me messages about how he's trying to tug on his cage because he's too horny. I might make an exception and send him this video, so he can watch it on repeat. I bet he will watch it until he goes crazy 🤭It's just amazing how chastity guys virtually never fail to make themselves more miserable at any opportunity. Makes my kink a lot easier 😈
August 29, 2024 - 18:17:35Even though we are much closer than we've ever been I can't get enough of reminding him how pussy-starved he is. I know it's a huge fetish for him, but that doesn't make it any easier. A truth be told I am doing all I can not to make it any easier.😇 Sure I could just "not fuck him", but I want him to know that our situation isn't my lack of interest or attraction. It's a conscious decision not to give him any pussy, well, at least on his dick. It's not something I am missing, since his tongue is more than making up for it. I just can't get enough of creating desire, giving him the feel that something might happen, and then crushing it down with the realization, that handjob is probably as good as it gets. That he shouldn't despair that his dick didn't make it into my pussy, but be glad that it finally was somewhere else than just in a chastity cage 🤭 Eventually, there will come a moment, when I'll let him fuck me. I don't think I want to go through life completely without it. But it's a rare occurrence for me. So it's not like I need to hold myself back in any way. I am not very good at that to be fair. Rather unfortunate combination for him, now that I think about it. If I had different fetishes and at least a regular desire for penetrative sex, I would have probably made him my living dildo. He would be icing his dick, just so he can get it up one more time. Well, too bad, things turned out differently. 😈 It's just interesting to think that I probably could have shaped him in very different directions. Anyway, I like to keep him horny, and I love to plant imagines inside his mind. I wonder how much is his dick just a tool to get inside of his head, really. It's very good for that 🤭 I know he needs to find some mental balance in a sort of meditative way to keep functioning daily through his desperate horniness. But I know he craves nothing more than to lose that balance, stop holding back and just give himself to the arousal. And I am very happy to “help” with that. 😈 Sitting on him, his dick inches away from my smoothly shaved pussy, or even closer. Sometimes slapping my dick almost in the right place. I know he can't stay cool through that. And I know he doesn't even want to, even if it will cost him some very uncomfortable wake-ups through the night later on. I love knowing that he's listening to every squishing sound my oiled-up hand does and he's imagining it's me riding him. The weight, the heat of my body, the sound, it's all there, it's so close that it could almost be happening ... except it isn't. It's a very sexy handjob from a girl that's deliberately keeping him pussy-free and making all she can to remind him how terribly he misses it. 😇 Sometimes I wonder if the idea of fucking terrifies him a little bit. We don't talk about it that often, but he hinted that the idea starting to be a little bit intimidating. I don't recall the exact words, but I do remember that I got very aroused by it. I know that the actual sex might suffer because of it and his performance anxiety. On the other hand, It's making me feel so sexy and sort of unobtainable. I admit, that it’s a huge ego boost. I imagine that's how an older woman has to feel when some inexperienced guy has a horny idea about them, but it’s scared to approach. It's rather cute and erotic. I enjoy having the power imbalance all in my favor. He wants me fuck me all the time but is simultaneously trembling I might actually do it, because he’s too used to the comfort of the chastity cage, that's hot. 😈
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