OnlyFans Star Bonnie Blue Admits “I Need a Break”

It's been a rough few months for adult content creator Bonnie Blue. First, she got banned from OnlyFans, and now she's going through a divorce.

Now, Bonnie Blue says she is stepping away from emotional intimacy and dating following a turbulent year marked by the end of her marriage and a permanent ban from OnlyFans.

Bonnie Blue confirmed in a recent interview that she is no longer in a relationship with Ollie Davidson, her longtime partner and former manager. The two, who met when she was 13 or 14, were married for several years before splitting in 2023.

"I’m taking a break," Blue said. "Me and my ex were together for a very long time and I’m fine not being in a relationship. It’s going to be difficult when I’m ready to date because of what I do."

The pair reportedly remains on good terms, with Davidson now helping with behind-the-scenes aspects of her career.

“He might as well work for it,” she quipped, referencing their continued professional relationship.

Bonnie Blue first rose to prominence through provocative sex challenge stunts posted on platforms like OnlyFans, including a controversial attempt to sleep with 150 students from Nottingham Trent University and a similar effort during spring break in Mexico.

Her planned “petting zoo” stunt, reportedly involving 2,000 men, was abruptly cancelled and became the final straw for her account on OnlyFans.

Earlier this year, the platform banned Blue permanently for violating its Acceptable Use Policy. The decision temporarily wiped out her reported £1.5 million ($2 million) monthly revenue, forcing her to shift to another adult content platform. Many of her previously recorded videos—some involving legally binding consent forms—had to be scrapped due to policy conflicts.

Despite these setbacks, Blue says she is not slowing down.

“Each day I wake up so excited; I can’t believe this is my life—even though they say to me, ‘You’re a suicide waiting to happen,’” she said.

Bonnie Blue also spoke openly about the emotional toll of adult work. While some of her performances involved affection, she emphasized they were not "boyfriend and girlfriend loving."

Reflecting on the end of her marriage, she insisted that her work was not the cause.

“We just grew apart,” she said, noting that Davidson did not return with her to the U.K. after her visa in Australia expired.

Still, the star acknowledges the challenges of navigating personal relationships in a career centered around public intimacy. “Some of the sex I have with people is loving,” she explained, “but it’s not relationship loving.”

As she moves forward, Blue says her priority is healing and working.

“I’m fine not being in a relationship,” she reiterated. For now, she remains focused on rebuilding her career while stepping back from her personal life.

The news of her breakup comes with the release of her Channel 4 Documentary, which is airing in the UK.

The documentary profiles the controversial OnlyFans creator, and it has ignited a firestorm of criticism over what many see as the platform’s overly sympathetic treatment of a public figure promoting harmful and provocative narratives under the guise of adult empowerment.

The documentary, which aired this week in the UK, chronicles Blue’s meteoric rise from a recruitment consultant in Derbyshire to one of the highest-paid porn stars on the internet.

It includes behind-the-scenes footage of her most infamous publicity stunt: an alleged attempt to sleep with over a thousand men in a single day.

But critics say it’s not the graphic nature of the stunt that’s causing concern; it’s the content of her interviews and the messages she’s sending to her millions of followers, many of whom are teenagers.

At the center of the controversy is Blue’s praise for far-right influencer Andrew Tate, a polarising figure currently facing serious charges in Romania, including rape and human trafficking, allegations he denies.

In the film, Bonnie Blue describes herself and Andrew Tate as “the two most misunderstood people out there,” and says he is a “marketing genius.”

While she attempts to distance herself from some of his views, the blanket endorsement has raised alarm.

Throughout the documentary, Blue openly admits to engaging in “rage bait,” saying provocative, inflammatory things purely to increase online engagement.

Among her more troubling statements are claims that she prefers to have sex with “barely legal or barely breathing” men, fantasies involving disabled group sex, and the assertion that “lazy” women are to blame for male sexual dissatisfaction.

Critics argue these remarks do more than provoke; they reinforce misogynistic tropes and embolden toxic attitudes toward women and sex.

“She bulldozes her way to another million, unwilling or unable to take responsibility for her actions,” one review noted. “This is someone plainly out of their depth, who hasn’t given much thought to mental health or the radicalisation of young men.”

Channel 4 promoted the film as an exploration of “a woman living at the edges of modern morality.”

But for many viewers, the documentary fails to challenge its subject in a meaningful way, offering little counterbalance to Blue’s extreme views.

Director Victoria Silver, who remained largely off-screen, was reportedly uncomfortable during post-screening Q&A sessions when asked about her own stance.

In public appearances tied to the documentary’s release, Bonnie Blue doubled down on her views. During a press event, she dismissed criticism from women as irrelevant to her audience: “I’m happy to piss off the women because they’re not my target audience.”

On stage, she also made flippant remarks about “fat” women and maintained that it is not her responsibility to educate young people about sex or relationships.

“If you don’t like it, stop wanking to it,” she said.

Despite or perhaps because of her polarizing persona, Bonnie Blue has become a lightning rod in the ongoing conversation about the mainstreaming of porn and the influence of adult content creators.

Critics warn that her performative nihilism and shock tactics risk normalizing misogyny and desensitizing audiences to the emotional and psychological realities of intimacy.

“She’s not on the fringes of morality,” one reviewer concluded. “She’s parroting dangerous narratives to vulnerable, largely young people, and that’s something we all need to be paying closer attention to.”

In the end, I don’t think anything Bonnie Blue says or does will ever be embraced by mainstream society and she seems perfectly fine with that. She's not here to win their approval. Her focus is on the men who pay to watch her videos, her true audience, the ones she’s speaking to.

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