Five Reasons I Loved My Scene With Angela White for Adult Time’s Shape Of Beauty, by Courtney Trouble

February 14, 2020
HOLLY-KINGSTOWN

Happy Valentine's Day, Fisting Lovers!

Today, Adult Time released this gorgeous new scene on their Shape Of Beauty channel titled "Love Lust Respect" and wow, it's fantastic. Bree Mills directs AVN Hall of Famer/AVN Female Performer of the Year Angela White in her very first vaginal fisting scene with Trouble Films' own Courtney Trouble taking White's sweet on-camera cherry. Here's what Trouble had to say about this insanely wonderful and hot scene.

"Like any good queer porn scene, "LOVE LUST RESPECT" was fully collaborative! Angela and I got to bring our ideas to Bree Mills, and she created a scene that was fully enveloped by our ideas and desires. Just the fact that the three of us got to work together on a set together is pretty outstanding, I guess you could call it ground-breaking. Every one of us broke our usual "molds" to come together and do this, but what that means is that our collective 20 brands now work together for more lesbian, queer, femme, butch representation in the adult industry and not just from the sidelines. I know it's just one project but it feels like a powerful example of one thing we could see more of in the adult industry - creative freedom and a comfortable professional mutually respectful relationship between all parties."

"Angela White showed a side of her business sense in this scene that I think goes unnoticed perhaps. Angela made this scene happen. She's the one who told me she wanted it. She's the one who convinced Bree to shoot us. She's the one who brought forth this energy and once we got on set, she told the camera exactly why she wanted me there and in the moment I had to brush it off like, "Ok, the adult industry can be hyperbolic sometimes, she's hyping me up" but then once it happened, I saw the literal joy in her eyes being there with me and it all just kind of hit me - this was real, this was what happens when mutual respect turns to lust over time, and then becomes love on set when all of your manifestations of business and pleasure finally manifest. This was a dream come true for both of us and I'm so fucking honored, I've teared up so many times over this process. This gig, the way I see it, is an awards show trophy gift from an awards show that doesn't exist yet but should. I got my dream job after 20 years of fighting for it. Angela had to do a lot of work to get a place where she could quite literally hand it to me, so I thank her humbly for that. I hope our work to get to this point makes it easier for plus size LGBTQIA performers to get increasingly more incredible roles in the adult industry."

"As your readers may know, when I started making DVDs and fill-length films for VOD in 2009, I was told countless times that vaginal fisting couldn't be included in my work because it broke the long-established Cambria code. Adult Time has made a strong statement by centering fisting in this scene and allowing us to consider it in the first place. Angela had never been vaginally fisted before, but we discussed what we might want to do if her pussy opened up to my hand. Bree Mills never flinched, and responded to our email threads saying, "and maybe we will try fisting, absolutely." It felt like such a moment. A Wonder Woman moment, if you will, to then be there between Angela's legs for the first time in my life doing something I love to do, that I'm insanely good at, and it's going to be seen by probably billions of people. Take that, Cambria! All jokes aside, I am excited to be able to demonstrate lesbian vaginal fisting from an experienced, consensual point of view and it was just one of those things that just happened after weeks of mentally preparing ourselves to "make love" on camera. Fisting is deeply connected to "making love" to me, as are most sex acts that make you pound inside and cry and come. I hope we made our queer fans proud. (If any of this felt vagina-centric I'm sorry - I love fisting trans women too!)"

"The photographs! Oh my gosh! The whole crew was amazing. Whitney Wright was assistant director/co-director, I was a little starstruck and happy to be in such excellent company. The Adult Time crew that day was also just incredibly dedicated to getting good footage and knew what they were doing with all the fancy cameras, like the steady cam that hovered over us and got some aerial footage--that is excellent! I was really geeking out about the kind of tools they had and hope I get to be around that kind of technology and gear some more this year. I really like porn cameras...."

"The lingerie! OK, so the one thing we did really geek out about and focus on pre-production was our looks, Angela and I. After many conversations we decided to do a "come as you are" introduction and change into whatever our favorite lingerie was at the time, which happened to be: Angela White in a hot pink lace Agent Provocateur 3 piece, skipping the fancy stockings and opting for vinyl thigh-high boots which made me very horny to be honest! I wore a lip kiss print bra top from Savage X Fenty, red silk side-tie knickers from Harlow and Fox, Pleaser boots, and my beloved Dita Von Teese milk mesh trenchcoat which did not stay on very long!"

All of the images and video here appear courtesy of Adult Time.