Five Reasons Why I Love My New Star Showcase by Courtney Trouble

June 28, 2019
HOLLY-KINGSTOWN

Courtney Gets Personal

Performer/director Courtney Trouble's new star showcase for Trouble Films is "Diaries Of A Queer Porn Star" and it is my favorite of her works to date. Go watch it!

"I took chances on new kinds of sex.
I wasn't sure what i was making these past few years when the content of this film was shot. many of the scenes are content trades - work made with other performers that we share on both sides. I think it made my process feel extremely personal and I recognise that it takes a lot of dedication to do this kind of work without the absolute promise of getting paid. so I tried new things. took risks. I'm most interested in people seeing my scenes with B Nefarious and AJ the IT guy - what adult calls 'boy/girl' is new to me but I enjoy it so much, it feels KINKY af to me. What do we think?"

"It is personal.
So like most things I do, this film came to me while I was editing kinda stoned in the middle of the night. I was editing whatever this film was going to be - Courtney Trouble's Brat Grrrls or something just random and thoughtless like that - and I started thinking about how the scene was made and got the idea to start recording myself in an audio diary about what was going on in the film. They ended up really personal and they are all in the film, mixed between the hardcore scenes with behind the scenes footage and bedroom solo performances. Because so much of my work is made on the margins of the industry both in terms of locale and mentality, I tend to feel a little isolated. People have their own ideas about me and that's okay - but I know that it would be a lot different if I was in L.A. or Vegas, or if I wasn't queer AND fat AND tattooed. This film tackles some of that by showing work made in the Bay Area, by being brutally honest in my diary recordings, and by giving my fans a special piece on intimacy and honesty. my fans follow me everywhere (metaphorically speaking!!) and I'm positive they will love this piece."

"I got to work with a lot of BBWs/fat girls/plus size performers
Oh man!!! Miss Lingling, Mischievous Kitty, Lila Lovely!!! I got to work with so many of my plus size industry friends in this film - because we are always finding ways to do content trades and make our own work - and there's just so much fun stuff in this. MK and LingLing joined me in a giant hotel bathtub for a really hot threesome that is a NOT TO MISS scene for anyone who loves big boobs, big ass, and my sexy chubby thighs!!"

"Lotus Lain!!!
I literally could not get into enough detail in the film about what happened that day. Lotus came up with the idea of using G**l Sc**t C**kies in a food fetish scene and it was just way, way, way too cute. We ate off of each other and fed each other and made out. it's softcore but i think it's one of my favorite scenes of all time - especially the part where she gets me to jiggle cookies off my butt. Cute stuff. I hope a lot of people see it. and check out her amazing content!!"

"The music
Okay so full disclosure, nobody taught me how to play the ukulele but I kind of know how to play with it a little bit and a while ago I recorded myself covering the song 'Dreamboat' by a queer artist named Mirah -That's the singing you hear in the film. Surprise!"