The inimitable, filthy as fuck AVN Hall of Famer Jamie Gillis was working on a memoir when he passed 2010. It was never published during hsi lifetime, sadly but the folks over at the excellent Golden Age podcast The Rialto Report have published some excerpts from it on their website.
I met Gillis at Golden Age director Alex deRenzy's funeral in the Bay Area at the late director's home. He asked me about myself in a corner of the living room and he told me that I had pretty eyes and that he would like to fuck me sometime. He grabbed a handful of my hair from behind and held me by that and just breathed in my scent off of my throat. We exchanged phone numbers but I never took it farther with him than that but every time I saw him out in the porn universe, he would give me this super lusty smile and his eyes would twinkle. I know that if I had been with him sexually, that my life never would have been the same again. At that point in my life, I feared that change and where it would take me. That, friends, is sexual power and Gillis was a sexual force of nature.
The Rialto Report staff is working with the Gillis estate to get his memoirs published but in the meantime, they have been generous enough to publish excerpts of his work on their site. Go check them out and savor his dirty brilliance one more time.