True Sex Stories: Willing Affliction

Straddling you, grinding on your cock, my eyes in a fuck me slit, my mind flicker–hoping, waiting for your hands. The anticipation and thoughts of what you would do next made my cunt throb.

I have moments, but for the most part I am not a submissive and I am not a pain junkie. But…I connected with a man who allowed these features to surface, and all the stars and planets aligned and we shared in the perfect amount of abuse and love.

Twas the rarest of finds. In fact I can only recall this symbiotic relation truly working just this once in my life. Sure I have played submissive, and can withstand a certain amount of pain–nipple twisting, ass smacking, cock choking, but it was different with you.

The connection was so powerful and quick  that it made me want to drop to my knees instantly and beg for your cock. The moment I did, which for a girl like me was about ten minutes into our first meeting, the smell and heat of your trunk growing fat so close to my face made me want to cry in want, it still does.

Like I've said, I can take a knock or two, but usually it is to momentarily please a partner, but with you the sting of your hand across my cheek or the way your hands would wrap around my throat made me feel high, it was a freeing feeling, the startling pain of a slap or the dissipating life of solid choke allowed the real pain of life to go away, even if only for a night.

Straddling you, grinding on your cock, my eyes in a fuck me slit, my mind flicker–hoping, waiting for your hands. The anticipation and thoughts of what you would do next made my cunt throb. Would you grab my tits, ass, a slap, a choke…? Kneeling before you, that want so deep in my body, in my bones even, your cock so close to my lips–I wish I could explain how deep the want for your cock is when I am in this position. You tease, you rub your dripping tip across my lips–followed with a slap for your greedy cock slut girl, and I can feel, and my eyes roll back and I instantly want another one. I can see that you are saying something, but the ring my ear and the scent of your cock has left me dumbfounded for anything else, but just how I much I need you in mouth. To feel your blood pumping into me, to be submissive with my mouth, to show you with spit and tongue what your cock does to me.

These bouts of willing affliction coupled with the fucking–the glorious fucking, foreplay, laughter, cock worshiping, pussy licking, finger fucking, dick across my cheek good times– the pain made me feel, it made me physically feel the pain I keep inside, it allowed it to be free.

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