My time ticking away, I sat there, the debate in my mind, I should masturbate–well that's not the debate– should I watch porn then shower, which would cause me to be late, or should shower and masturbate. Debate over. Porn is easy–I can cum relatively quick. But the mind, the mental fantasy and image is a bit slower, it takes concentration to not let my mind wander back and forth between sexual fantasy and the nonsense intricacies of life that fill my little brain. Grabbing my favorite tools– the njoy wand and my little jimmyjane– I hit the shower.
I thought of you while soaped, my fingers slick from the suds sliding between skin, measuring the weight of my own tits as they fill my hands. Heavy handfuls. Sliding my hands between the meat of my thighs, wondering what you're doing, what you look like in the shower with the same sunlight bouncing off your back. I thought about sliding the soap across your body, our parts gliding together with suds, friction and hot water. Leaning my head against the wall I let the hot water rain down on me, my hands finding my full lips–enjoying my the feeling of my body, the heat, and the cunt that begins to swallow my fingers.
Drifting, I linger there, and those intricacy's drip from my skin into a pool at my feet and down the drain.
I focus my thoughts on you, imagining you here, in the shower with me, my soapy hands across your back , your chest– filling my hands with your balls, feeling you get hard in my hands.My hands making you hard. A soapy hand job.
Leaning into the wall of the shower I let my hands explore my ass, the cheeks, haunches of flesh that need to be grabbed, and smacked in the most painfully playful of ways. Spreading open my cheeks my finger circling my hole, making my pussy clinch inward. Then I realized I wanted to slide more into my tight hole, just a little more.
Getting my fingertip just dabbed in the slightest of soap I return it to my ass, rub a little, igniting that feeling of want, then I work my finger in, I am so tight that only the tip will go in, but that is all it take, I feel myself loosen, my kitty opens, and grows needy. My finger slides in more. The feeling of my hole grabbing and pulsing around my finger makes me think what this must feel like around your cock. The feel and the thought together make my cunt begin to thump, making me want more, just a little more.
With my finger a little past my knuckle moving so slightingly in that slow fuck motion, I turn my little Jimmyjane pink rabbit ears and grind it into my now very full needy cunt. My ass pulls in on my finger and my pussy throbs open wanting to be filled and my clit is growing to her full size. I don't want to stand any longer. Dropping to my hands and knee, the shower fully hitting me, I fuck myself wondering if we could fuck like this in here. Grunting like the animal me, the me whose ass is being filled– but, I want more, just a little more.
The njoy works two ways, there is a smaller end with three tiny rose bud shaped bulbs gradually getting larger, it fits perfectly. Still my finger lost and clasped by my ass, I fill my pussy with the wand, lubricating the steel, making slick with my insides– then I switch– finger for the wand. One rose bud in– I moan, pant and my cunt throbs, my thighs shake, and my ass rocks like I am fucking and invisible cock. Another rose bud in as my fingers fill my pussy and I am right where I need to be, lost, intricacies gone– animal fuck girl in the shower. Pushing the third rose bud through makes me buck harder onto your cock and makes my mouth drop open waiting for the imaginary cum you're going to land on my tongue. Fucking the wand with my ass, I feel a deep orgasm from what seems to be coming from my chest moving its way down my body. Filled with my fingers and the wand– I just cannot properly explain what my pussy feels like when my ass is filled– so open and pulsating, but tight and clinching– pulling at my fingers wanting it to be your cock. I toggle between pushing and pulling two rose bud heads in and out bringing myself closer to the edge.
When I know I am about to cum, I pull all three buds out fast and put the other end deep inside my cunt and hit that spot that that make me clutch and moan, then I grind the rumble of the jimmyjane into my mound of pussy and bring the cum out, hard and strong, reverberating off of the bathtub walls. My head is spinning from the release, my breaths are deep and panting- and I am hot and sweaty, not from the shower. I let the hot water continue to pour down on my body as I come down from my orgasm cloud.
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