I barely masturbate anymore. I'm not sure if it's because I am in bed next to Sir every night- and I don't just want to do it with him right there- or it's because I just don't have the free time, and often when I climb into bed, if I'm not already full of cock, I'm sleeping. Either way, it just doesn't happen. It was almost a full month in our new house before I even pulled my hitachi out of the box I packed it in.
It certainly isn't because I don't get horny. Are you kidding me. I'm in service 24/7. There is a heightened sexual energy that I feel all the time. It just don't happen all the time. Really, I'd rather wait and have an orgasm from or with Sir, than I would on my own. Often that is just a release, scratching an itch.
The other night though, I was sucking Sir's cock and using my hands as well. I am not the best at giving hand jobs but tonight seemed to be working out well. He was responding to my every touch and caress. It is always more exciting for me when I know he's not just fucking my face, but really enjoying and getting a lot of pleasure from what I'm doing. It's then that I tend to move a but slower and am able to utilize the skills that I have. Getting your face fucked one requires an open throat and no gag reflex. Actually giving head takes skill.
"They don't call it a job for nothing."
So I was very much enjoying the task at hand. Tasting and feeling him. Listening to his moans and words telling me what I good girl I am. I could feel my cunt start to ache and when he reached his fingers between my legs, he also knew just how excited I was. Feeling his fingers slip inside my wet cunt while I sucked and stroked him made my skin burn with want. I also knew that based on how he was enjoying this, he was not going to be fucking me tonight. He stroked my clit until it got hard under his fingers and grinded against his hand when he slipped two fingers inside me. I could feel how warm and wet I was when his fingers disappeared inside me and when he dragged them back thru my labia and back to my clit, I could only respond my sucking his cock a little harder, tightening my lips around his cock on the upstroke and then letting the warm rush of blood flow thru me when he would groan in pleasure.
After a long while, of indulging myself in his attentive fingers I focused on making him come. Fast wet strokes, squeezing the base of his cock and drawing it out of him. He finally came, his fingers buried in my hair, thrusting into my mouth while his I swallowed his cum. I laid down next to him while he regained his breath. Then I reached for his hand and put it back on my cunt.
I was soaked and gently rubbing it against his fingers. It felt so good, but I was trying to accept it as attention, but I didn't want t0 build expectations of what would happen next. When he instructed me to get my hitachi, I didn't hesitate
I pulled it from the drawer and plugged it in and laid down aside him. He rubbed my tits and kissed my neck before I even turned it on. He moved his hands down my body and toyed with my clit a little more. He commented on how wet I am and how hot it was that I get so excited for him. I moved the hitachi down my body and turned it on the lower setting. The familiar delicious vibrations could have brought me to orgasm almost immediately but I refrained from pushing myself over the edge.
I pleaded with him, "Please Sir." He knew what I wanted. He pushed one finger inside me. I moaned a little, but it was more of a whine. I wanted more. I wanted more fingers to fill me. "Pleeeease?"
He added one more finger, his mouth moving over my breast, sucking and biting on my nipple. I pushed against his palm and felt another finger going in. Stretching my cunt, he started to thrust his fingers as the vibe found the right spot. "please- please???" I was so close and it was going to be impossible to hold back. He pushed his fingers inside my cunt as far as they would go and pressed hard up against my g-spot. It burned and melted thru my cunt and connected with the vibrations. It a sensation that I have grown to love and crave- first it feels good, then it burns, and then it melts thru me. I envision it, hot liquid that seeps into my body and then melts there. Filling all the spaces deep in my cunt and somehow electrifying them. It was painful and delicious and I grabbed his shoulders and dug my fingers in deep as my body cried out for what I so desperately needed.
When I gasped for breath and then exhaled, my whole body seemed to explode in pleasure and emotional bliss. My heart ached and released and the tears came next. He fucked me with his hands while I rocked against the vibe for a few seconds longer. Delicious body rocking seconds that released every ounce of tension in my body. I buried my face in his hair and cried. Pure joy. Pure honesty. Pure sex.
Finally I pulled the vibe away and he slowly remove his fingers from my cunt. Milking the last bits of pleasure he could get from my body. I cried, holding him and loving him and thanking him. Knowing that even the next day, I would still be feeling it and wondering silently when I might be fortunate enough to have it again and knowing it's worth the wait.
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