2012: A Sexual Odyssey

Sometimes things in life go full circle.

When I first watched porn, my boyfriend at the time sat me down and showed me a Kink.com scene. I'm no prude and at the time I'd seen porn but I'd seen nothing like the restraints, the BDSM (which I didn't even know what the initials meant at the time) and the toys that Kink used.

Some of my first experiences as a sex worker was shooting for Kink. It was experimentation at first and it wasn't something I thought of doing professionally. However, watching and being in those scenes left an indelible impression on me that ultimately led to me to not pursue a career in classical music. Instead, I followed my heart and my heart was in porno... which led me to the San Fernando Valley.

At the time, Kink wasn't the fetish juggernaut that it is today. I flew up to San Francisco and continued to shoot for them. Their notoriety and fame seemed to shadow mine — or was it that my notoriety and fame followed Kink's?

When I decided to make the leap to directing, there were only two companies I was interested in working with. Evil Angel, of course, because their high quality gonzo was so much like what I wanted to do, and, as you've probably guessed, Kink.

I look at what I've done so far and now that I'm shooting for Kink's sites, it's with a certain degree of nostalgia. Many of the new girls coming through their doors aren't too much different than I was: college students that just came of age, looking for a sexual identity.

I'm far from over in this business. I'm very pleased with how it's progressing. Watch this space. There's more to be said about my sexual journey with Kink.

This post is a part of Fleshbot's Bobbi Starr Week. Photo courtesy of Sex and Submission.