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Pull up a chair and hear this guy's tale of woe...
Can anyone hear me?... - m4w - 22 (Mesa)
I'm laying here as the sun rises,
Thinking to myself.
I haven't slept alone in almost 3years, and get here I am.
Alone.
I pushed her away. I never meant to though. I was searching for something greater than what was sitting right in front of me. Only to push away the greatest thing that had ever happened to me.
So now I lay here alone.
Learning how to cope with having to be alone every day.
No one to sing to.
No one to dance to
No one to massage after a long day.
No one to just talk to when I need someone.
No one to be my best friend.
I am the definition of alone.
I have self confidence issues.
I think too much.
I put thoughts into my head and begin to think things that I know aren't true.
No one is to blame for this.
I am scared to hurt people.
I am scared to find the woman I can say is perfect for me., and messing it up.
I just want to be ok.
I just want to smile again.
I'm learning to love myself before I can love another.
I know you're out there somewhere.
We are perfect for each other.
All we can do is wait.
I can't wait to meet you
I just want to smile again.
I don't want to be alone anymore.