The Devil in Judas: An Interview with Porno Starlet Judas

Judas’ asshole should have a tattoo around it reading, “Abandon all hope ye who enter here.”

The satanic porn starlet is a vessel of corruption set on a mission to seduce and destroy, to lure souls into her unholy “whore holes.”

If I believed in demons of seduction, I imagine they’d look exactly like Judas. Crimson lipstick makes her thick lips radiate against her pale skin and black hair. At just over five feet and a hundred pounds, Judas appears deceptively frail and innocent. This image is reinforced by her preference for pleated skirts and thigh-high stockings, which give her the look of a Catholic schoolgirl gone evil. It’s easy to underestimate Judas, to assume she’s not as corrupt as she appears, but that’s part of her allure.

We meet at what many people would consider hell, or at least purgatory—a Starbucks on Melrose Avenue. The coffee shop’s warm interior is filled with Hollywood dreamers pecking away at scripts on their laptops, a couple debating a storyline involving the Kardashians, and a woman analyzing online Oscar buzz. Judas and I sit outside, alone in the empty courtyard so we can talk freely about her burgeoning career as a sex worker.

Judas just came from shopping for a new guitar to replace the axe her ex destroyed in a breakup. This detail reveals as much about the 22-year-old’s past as I knew coming into the interview. I know she moved to LA in June to bum rush the adult industry, but beyond that, her pre-porn history is veiled in a shroud of mystery. Defying the stereotype that all porn starlets have daddy issues, Judas claims she didn’t come from a broken home and that her parents weren’t overbearing zealots. Like an inversion of the Virgin Mary myth, Judas says she was brought into this world without a shred of innocence—that she was born to fuck.

Like others who come to Hollywood, Judas arrived in LA with a dream, though her dream might be considered a perverse nightmare to some. She wants to be the most infamous porn star since Belladonna. Judas’ dark features light up when I mention her porn idol.

“Fuck I love that woman. My goal is to be filthier and dirtier than Belladonna. She’s amazing. She just has this vibe because she’s so confident in her sexuality. She’s not a fraud. She’s the same on and off camera. A lot of performers aren’t like that. Behind closed doors they become someone else. No one expected her to be as popular as she became because she was so different.”

The purity of Judas’ filthy goal is refreshing. She doesn’t see porn as a backdoor into anything except perhaps more anal sex. She came to LA to be the antithesis of mainstream stars idealized in pop culture; she came to Hollywood to be the dark star, the black hole that men’s perverse fantasies gravitate toward.

“We are not mainstream actors. If you want to do mainstream you don’t start in porn. Porn is not a break through to something else. We are what we are. Our ass is all over the goddamned Internet. You can either choose to be proud of it or not. So many people who get out of the industry are ashamed of their past. They try to change their name and take their stuff offline. I don’t understand that. I’m fucking proud of what I do.”

Judas has shot for several studios. Her anal scene with Mr. Pete was recently released on Burning Angel. Considering her love of tattoos and heavy metal, I ask if she would want to be a Burning Angel contract star.

“Burning Angel allowed me to be who I am. I fuck like I’m possessed and I’m a really filthy talker, which they encouraged. I don’t think I would ever be an exclusive Burning Angel girl, but I do identify with them. I love working with them and Joanna Angel is absolutely amazing! She’s an inspiration because, like Belladonna, no one expected her to get where she is. 

Although she is relatively new to the industry, Judas is available for everything from gangbangs to bukkake. Her limitations are only set by directors’ imaginations. Few studios have yet to fully take advantage of her interest in twisted sex.

“So far none of my scenes have been too extreme because I’m pretty fucking extreme. My scene for James Deen was double penetration. I got it in the ass and the cunt and the mouth… I worked with Tommy Pistol. He’s a dominant who works for sites like Kink.com. Beforehand I told him, ‘Look, I have no hard limits. I do it all.’ He was like, ‘For real? I can do anything?’ I was like, ‘Whatever comes to mind, I’ll take it.’ He took off my heels and hit me in the tits with them, which was amazing. He slid my face across the ground while I licked up come. It was great.”

For as open as Judas is when it comes to hardcore action, she has little interest in shooting custom fetish videos devoid of sex. She recently attended Fetish Con in Tampa to network and shoot, but she refused to do fetish acts she considered silly, like balloon popping or tickling.

“I didn’t do any of those shoots. That’s not who I am. My agent outside of California, Conner Coxxx, doesn’t book me for anything that doesn’t fit with who I am. I feel like some wealthy guys just want to see what girls will do for money. They want to pay you $500 to wear diapers or put your fingers in mousetraps or wiggle your toes in peanut butter for videos that won’t even be released. I’m not here to be silly. I’m a professional.”

I ask what the “Judas brand” is. She smiles sinisterly and her voice drops an octave.

“The Judas brand is filthy. Satanic. Dark. Sexy. There is no innocence here. There is no vanilla amateur bullshit here. I might look innocence, but you won’t think that when you see me fuck. I fuck like a demon and I love it. I’m proud of being a whore. That’s who I am. I love to have my whore holes exploited in every way possible.”

Judas also defines herself in contrast to porn stars who shy away from the “sex worker” label.

“I hate when people call me a model or an actor. I prefer to be called a slut or whore. I’m proud of what I do. I don’t see why other performers are ashamed of who we are. We’re whores. I’m not doing softcore, Showtime bullshit. I’m here to do some hardcore fucking. I’m here to be exploited and used. I want to be the world’s whore.”

In Judas’ mind, her exploitation isn’t complete without it being filmed and disseminated online. In desiring to be “the world’s whore,” she wants to be known the world over as a whore.

“I’m here to be seen. I want everybody to see me. If I could I’d get totally naked right now and fuck on this table.”

As singularly obsessed as Judas is with raising hell and having wild sex, she is not naïve to the fact that porn is a business. At Fetish Con she skipped the notorious after parties each night to rest for her scenes. She never drinks or smokes before a shoot. When talking about herself as a performer, she often lapses into the third person, describing Judas as a separate entity, a commodity.

“Judas is going to make a career in porn. She won’t give up and work a 9 to 5 day job. If I need to struggle to make it, I’ll do it. I’m very proud of what I’m doing. I consider my scenes like works of art, and I am very business minded about my work. 

Judas has set herself apart from other porn performers in hopes of getting noticed, but this separation carries challenges of its own. Her young, petite look is ideal for “teen” shoots, but many people believe such a youthful look is spoiled by tattoos. Judas, however, has faith that her fucking talents will quiet the critics who want to dismiss her.

“People like to tell me that tattoos keep you from getting booked. I just think it is the way you fuck. I’ve been booked for teen stuff. I’m up to film anything and everything.”

I ask if she thinks her satanic views will alienate fans and frighten away studios, or if she thinks her devilish tendencies will feed the fantasy many men have of fucking depraved young women.

“A lot of people are turned on by it… Many people have very different misconceptions about Satanism. Everybody thinks we are going to go slice people’s heads off. It is more humanism and about what people have the right to do. I may act insane, but that’s not because I’m a Satanist. It’s because I’m fucking crazy.”

When our interview ends, we sit chatting through the night. We discuss two of her favorite books, Nietzsche’s Beyond Good and Evil and Anton Lavey’s The Satanic Bible. We talk about her favorite lyricist, Amy Lee of Evanescence, and her preference for rebellious bands of generations past: Led Zeppelin, The Cure, The Smiths, The Joy Division, Black Flag, Black Sabbath, Iron Maiden, Marilyn Manson, Depeche Mode, Skinny Puppy, Pantera, Misfits.

And of course we talk about her sex life off screen. She prefers public sex and sex so dirty you will never truly feel clean afterwards, no matter how many showers you take. She casually mentions having a female submissive back in Florida and how she only masturbates to man-on-man porn. As one might expect, she also loves anal sex.

“The entrance to my heart is right through my asshole. That is true romance. I love a good ass fucking. Who doesn’t?”

I ask if she prefers anal sex. She feels torn.

“That’s hard. My whore holes are meant to be used. Ideally they would be penetrated simultaneously.”

Eventually the trance of our conversation is broken by a Starbucks employee stacking chairs around us and shooting us an evil eye. We outlasted all the Hollywood dreamers huddled around their computers in the warmth of the cozy coffee shop.

I ask Judas for a parting message for her followers and future fans. 

“People underestimate me. I’m petite. I have tattoos. I don’t look like a porn star, but I guarantee you I fuck better than the typical, bubbly blonde porn star.  I’m going to stick around. I’m a proud whore. I fuck for cash and I fucking love it.”

Follow Judas on Twitter, @judasxxx_666, and Instagram, @Judas_666 and see her anal scene at burningangel.com

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