In the past few months I have been doing something I haven't done in about 6 years: having sex with men outside of the porn industry. Don't get me wrong, the guys in the porn industry certainly know how to fuck your brains out. They are professional sex athletes, who can do inhuman things with their penises on a daily basis. However, it is quite typical that when a male porn star and a female porn star have sex off camera, they wind up making a porn.
I happened to take a liking to a guy outside of the industry. I was tempted to fuck him the first night I met him, but I knew the entire time that we sipped on drinks at the bar that he was pretty sure he was going to get laid because he was hanging out with a pornstar. So I avoided being a stereotype and made him wait until... the next day. I tried to wait longer, but the anticipation was killing me. It had been over six years since I'd entertained the idea of having sex with anyone whose penis I hadn't already seen. It was a bit of an unfair advantage, since he knew exactly what my genitals looked like, yet I had no idea what was going on underneath there.
My 48 hour charade of playing hard to get was over, and I was unzipping his pants. There was a bit of making out and shit before that but I really needed to see his penis, and I really wanted to give him a blowjob. His dick came out of his pants, and I was pleasantly surprised by the size. I slobbered all over his cock and stuck it as far down my throat as I could. I looked into his eyes and told him I loved his cock, I did that twisty thing with my hands and went up and down and moaned, and then a self timer went on in my brain after about 6 minutes, and I crawled on the bed and got on all fours and said, "Put your fucking cock in me."
Of course, he obliged. He started fucking me, I told him to go harder, and faster...I told him to fuck me like a whore, I moaned and yelled... and then, he stopped.
Well, duh! I am a pornstar! And he isn't. He must have stopped because he was probably going to come. I mean, I was doing some award winning stuff on his penis. I turned around and got on my knees and opened my mouth, and got on the ground to assume the proper position to get jizz on my face. But that didn't seem to be happening. He looked at me, and did not tell me he was going to spill a big hot load in my mouth. Instead, he said—
"Can you... stop?"
"Stop what?" I answered.
"I mean, if you're gonna do this, I may as well go home and jerk off to you on XVideos."
I scoffed. "Well that's an illegal website, and I would prefer you pay for a membership to my site. The quality is a lot better there anyways,"
He laughed.
"Just, come here...." he said as he pulled me back up to him, and he kissed me. It felt kind of like a sixth grade kiss—it was slow, and awkward, and it did really unfamiliar things with my body. I was tingling in places I'd forgotten had nerves. We kissed, and we kissed—I glanced at the clock—we had been kissing for like 16 minutes. If someone had been watching this, they would have been fast forwarding.
About an hour later we started fucking, in a spoon position. He fucked me...um.. slowly? I went with it. It was about one thrust every 15 seconds. He slid his hands down my body, he kissed my neck, I was taking part in some kind of crappy romance novel, and my vagina was dripping wet. I started shaking. There were goosebumps all over me... what the hell was going on? Another hour later and we were still in the same position, fucking at the same pace. I have no idea what category of the store a scene like this would go in.
I came at least 10 times. I came from my g-spot, I came from my clit, I came from my g-spot and my clit at the same time, and I think at some point he managed to make me come by touching my nipples at the right angle. I had no idea that second base could give anyone orgasms. Apparently my boyfriend in the 7th grade was doing it wrong.
The sun was now rising, and he started pounding my pussy hard. It felt like he was fucking me with his whole body and not just his dick. I came again, it was one of those orgasms that kept going and going, he kept at the same pace, he started grunting and said he was gonna come. I told him to cum inside me, he fucked me harder and harder and then—he pulled out of my pussy, he spread my ass open, rammed his dick inside of my ass and then came inside of it.
"Whoa." I said, after he was all done. "That was really ambitious of you. You have a huge cock."
"Well, I've seen your work. I figured you could handle that."
"That felt so special—that I don't want to push it out into my hand and then eat it. I kind of want to just leave it there. Is that cool? I don't usually do internals, but I think I can make an exception for this."
"I have no idea what you are talking about."
"Ok."
And then we proceeded to repeat first, and second base again for about three more hours.
[This post is a part of Fleshbot's Joanna Angel Week. Photo courtesy of Joanna Angel.]